My JQAISNESS

2012-02-12T13:25:00.002+08:00

Tired of communicating.
I tend to have problems with communicating with people.
It can be just a simple sentence, but you can definitely read it in different ways.
Sometimes I choose to read it in a negative way, bcos sometimes I believe not everyone think I am a nice girl.
And I will start to think what I have did and start reflecting on my behavior.
And when I realise I did nothing wrong, I debate. I stand up for myself.
I can choose to keep quiet but I choose to stand up for myself.
I don't need any of you to give me a lecture session.
I know myself the best. You may think you understand me but not totally.
I know what I am doing. I know what is my weakness and strength.
I know what I need to change, what to stay as per normal.
Frankly speaking, I can't stand critic and comments.
If you want, say it nicely. I hate rude people.
And sometimes before commenting, take a look at yourself.
Do you even have the right to comment or not?
Yes you can comment, but keep it to yourself.
You never know what joke you turned yourself into.

You don't know how beautiful silence can be.
Maybe that's why I prefer to be alone at times.
No one to interfere your thoughts, comment on you.
You don't even need to stand up for yourself!
You can avoid arguement and misunderstanding.
Isn't it great?!

Sometimes I like to lock myself in my room, and just spend time talking to myself.
Thinking of the past, the people that came and went away, people that came into your life..
It is just a conversation between yourself, no one is there to comment on your thinking, or even criticise you.

Sometimes I thought of deleting my Twitter account.
I wanted to write down my thoughts and share it with my friends but the thing is,
Will others actually read it and understand as the same way as you do?
I don't believe people can totally understand a simple sentence.
I don't want others to think of me differently just because we understand things differently.
But I myself know if I don't tweet, I might die cos I might really be a loner then.
Twitter is the only way when my friends can see how I feel.
If one day you see I never tweet, something must be wrong.

Okay enough of blogging.
Sick of talking. I keep quiet can? Zzz

Love-hate situation

2012-01-29T04:12:00.001+08:00

NO MORE CLUBBING
NO REBEL NO ZIRCA
NO ZOUK NO PHUTURE

First day

2012-01-03T13:56:00.001+08:00

Current venue: woodlands bus interchange

We heard news from facebook that carol is going to labour soon, so until now we're still not sure if there's class or not. Anyway, we'll still be going to school. Normally i'll just stay home. I've been a good girl :)

Anyway, the main motive of blogging is to upload jang kuen suk's photo! Haha! I finished watching mary stayed out all night! Nice nice~ i'll wanna watch another movie by jang kuen suk. He'll be acting as a villain! Must watch must watch! ^^

okay shall sign off with a cute photo of him, awwwwww ❤

CURRENT ADDICTION:

2011-12-31T02:56:00.003+08:00

JANG KUEN SUK!!!
(or Jang Guen Suk)

Damn his smile just kill only really. Luckily he didn't smile much in You're Beautiful if not I've died I guess. HAHAHA. But his smile is too adorable! Anyway, because of him, I watched all his movies! I like the movie "Baby and Me". Awwww he's too cute~ I should've watch You're Beautiful long ago man~~~~

Some nice songs~

That's all. Awwwww I really like him now (L)(L)(L)

MERRY CHRISTMAS

2011-12-31T01:51:00.010+08:00

FINALLY MY MACBOOK PRO HAS SOME BATT BUT IT'S LEFT WITH 59% NOW :(

Anyway, I just wanna blog about my x'mas! ^^

24TH DECEMBER: SZE RUI'S PLACE

Clarence not in the photo =/

It's definitely fun! Didn't really eat much actually. We sat in a circle and play drinking game! We drank Bacardi and Baileys! We ended the day watching You're Beautiful in Szerui's cosy room :)

Here's some more photos taken on that day!

I fall sick the moment I reached home :(

25TH DECEMBER: CAILING'S PLACE

Freaking fun day! I love you all muack muack <3

So, Joeslyn, Cailing and I do the shopping for the groceries, Allan and I delivered them to Cailing's place while Cailing went to collect the Turkey and Joeslyn went off to another x'mas party first. We literally slack until like 6pm? until most of us reached and started cooking the dinner~ I was feeling damn horrible that day, like dying literally~~ Shall now let the photos do the talking! :)

We watched movie, played games, eat, gift exchange, open presents, take tons of polaraids and group photos~ Some left early and the rest who stayed over watch movies until we fall asleep. HAHAHA!

I specially love this year Christmas! I think Christmas should really be celebrations instead of alone at home! I've wasted 17 years of x'mas I guess, haha! Anyway, I must be thankful that my parents once played the role of Santa Claus, giving us gift on every Christmas Eve! That's probably the most memorable childhood memories 'cos Joseph and I will specially woke up at 3 or 4am to check if there's any x'mas presents and when there is, we'll open and played the toys until early morning! Oh god I miss those times~

Anyway, I really enjoyed my Christmas! I hope you guys enjoyed yours too! :)

Gifts

2011-12-24T03:45:00.001+08:00

today shopping for x'mas present was okay~~

Met up with Hannah to get Melissa's present and thank you Hannah for wrapping the present! ^^

after that, met up with ang weiye! Today lunch and dinner's on him! Hahaha! We look around for presents and yea, i finally bought the gift for the exchange! I damn worried the one who got the present won't like it but i really really like it! I think it is cool leh :(

Reached home, and start wrapping the present for tmr rae's xmas party! She said we must wear red lipsticks :( gonna buy a red lipstick to try tmr. I hope i look normal, haha!

Seems like there won't be any events which requires a big spending of money. Okay there's this very last one, haha!

So anyway, shall end the post with the present i prepared for szerui! Won't be participating in the gift exchange tmr cos i buy the gift specially for szerui =\

Good night! ❤

Astons with the 4E1 girls

2011-12-23T03:07:00.001+08:00

Today i finally meet up with my 4e1 girls! We had dinner at Astons, and we definitely waited quite awhile to get a table and food to come. But the food quality and price is damn good so it was definitely worth the wait!

We talked about lotsa things and people which happened in class or in school. And i feel bad for forgetting some classmates! =x

Didn't manage to contact Emily =\ and i didn't really contact some classmates cos i'm worried it might be awkward for them too. Aiya idk but i think the next dinner i will ask all the girls to avoid misunderstanding, hahahaha!

Hope the next gathering will be quite soon! Heeheehee. Will miss them! Love you girls~~~~~ ❤

Here are the group photo! (more on fb)

ESTEE LAUDER

2011-12-19T23:28:00.004+08:00

MY ESTEE LAUDER LOOSE POWDER <3

This can probably last for 2 years? HAHAHAHA! Thank God I have this $40 voucher, so I only have to spend $18 to get this. LALALALA~ Sho happy! Although I'm suppose to buy the Chanel one (the lady said the price was $75 instead of $53!) But I'm still happy. HEN KAI XIN OH!

Anyway, I nearly bought a maroon dress today. Somehow I'm glad I didn't buy it. I think I'll hardly have the chance to wear it too. So yay! 皆大欢喜！ I'm only left with Melissa's present, Cailing's present and the gift exchange present which I have yet to buy it. Oh gosh.

ANYWAY, WE WENT PHUTURE ON 17 DEC!

It's damn fun, despite the crowd! Shall head there again for the next holiday? hmm..

Okay that's it for now <3

MY POCKET GOT A HOLE.

2011-12-17T03:13:00.002+08:00

Hey people! HAPPY HOLIDAY! ^^

Today is my 2nd day of my 2-weeks holiday and I really enjoy rotting at home, haha! So, finally there's a 2-weeks break for me to rot, catch up with friends and have some time for myself! There's really quite a lot of events coming up within the 2 weeks!

Here's a list of my events! (For me, it's a lot)

17th Dec
I'm going Zouk with my girls! It's my virgin trip to Zouk and I hope it's as fun as Zirca and Rebel with good music and nice nice atmosphere! & I really hope my girls don't get drunk this time round! Let's just enjoy ourselves to the fullest ladies! <3

22nd Dec
I'm gonna have a meet up with my 4E1 girls! Brenda, Fransisca, Jiaqi, Andrea and Hsinju! Hopefully Shi Qi will be able to join us and we'll have a joyful dinner together, talking about the times in class and blah blah blah~ I really really miss them a lot! Have to take some nice photos together with them! ^^

23rd Dec
Ktv session with Joeslyn, Hsinju and hopefully Andrea can make it on that day! Recently I've been coughing and I really don't know if I can still sing on that day, hahaha! Hopefully I can 'cos I wanna try some new songs! :)

24th Dec
X'mas eve! Gonna visit Szerui's place for a x'mas party~~ ^^ (Gotta get a present for her ^^)

25th Dec
IT'S X'MAS PARTY WITH MY GIRLS AT CAILING'S PLACE! I'M REALLY REALLY VERY EXCITED ABOUT IT! Cailing's parents actually sponsored us Turkey and logcake! Thank you for much Uncle and Auntie! This is sooooo gonna be a x'mas-ish x'mas party! We'll be having gift exchange as well! Oh god buying present is sucha difficult job! Gotta look around for some nice and great present for both girls and guys. Heehee ^^

28th Dec
Mel's birthday party! She actually wanted us to dress up like some Hollywood stars and wanted us to wear gloves! She's sucha funny and cartoon person :)

A total of 3 presents to buy! And I have this $40 Takashimaya voucher to spend! Wanted to get myself a loose powder and after looking through some cosmetic brands in Taka, I decided to get Estee Lauder Loose Powder cos its loose powder is consider the cheapest and yet have great reviews! About the presents, that's another headache for me. But I have some gift ideas on mind for Szerui's and Melissa's already but as for the x'mas gift exchange with my girls, I really have no idea! I have to get a unisex gift! If it's just girls, I can get some sexy bikini or lacey lacey undergarments for them awww, there's Allan! Gotta squeeze some more of my brain juice to think of a better present!

So, basically tomorrow night will be a long night! And I haven't really start planning what to wear.

December has been quite a terrible month for me, and I hope after tomorrow it'll be just happy all the way! (Although all my savings will be flying away as well but, oh well.. )

Bad things happens. I lost my 8gb thumbdrive & I might have 2 lost parcels with my iphone casings from G-Market :(

So, to forget about all these sad things, imma intro you some nice songs from 我可能不会爱你 OST. This Taiwan idol drama is definitely worth your time to watch! I spent the first night of my holiday to finish the last 2 episodes of it and I really love the ending! They have great songs too so do check out the songs below!

So yup! After rotting at home for 2 days, it's time for me to head out tomorrow! There'll be this Subject Selection thingy tmr morning at 10am, gotta wake up early to grab some nice elective/CDS. After that, gotta plan what I wanna wear for the night & head out partying~~~

That's all for now. Sucha wordy post, heeees.

HAVE A GREAT HOLIDAY AHEAD! (:

LIKE (Y)

2011-11-29T01:46:00.002+08:00

T.O.P, Ko Zhen Dong and Polar bear.

from KMX, to motivate & encourage me not to give up my report <3

p/s: someone likes my photo on fb, hehehehehe ^^
Y U NO TALK TO ME ALREADY? :(

Okay Jasmine. Time to do work! No going back to your room until you finish what you need to finish! HWAITING!!!

Say Hi to my new baby :)

2011-11-25T23:02:00.003+08:00

i got my chio iPhone 4S! :D

Well, I think I'm getting used to it already, not as noob as before when I'm using my girls' iphones, hahaha. Still having some trouble with downloading the apps, but overall still fine. Hmm.. I should get a iphone casing soon :)

School sucks :( So much work to do over the weekend. Shall stop playing w. my new toy and start work! ^^

Be strong.

2011-11-24T20:03:00.002+08:00

just a self reminder.

Always place yourself first, then others.
Even if someone is number one in your heart, doesn't mean you're the number one in their hearts.
We all need some self protection, to prevent ourselves from getting hurt (again).

If things doesn't change

2011-11-20T07:08:00.002+08:00

Ohmy I haven't been blogging here for 6 months! Sorry for abandoning you blog, but it seems like I really have no time to blog! Well, I'm more active on Facebook, Twitter and sometimes in Tumblr. I couldn't bear to delete this blog though, hmm..

Just saw Cailing's blog, which navigate to other social networks! Maybe I should make one for here too!

Anyway, I just ended a chaotic block, Adcad. It's not suppose to be chaotic maybe, but ANYWAYS. Jay's the lecturer and sigh, I think he hates me. Maybe he don't like me. Maybe I'm his worst student ever. Maybe I don't belong to design. BUT HEY I DO LOVE DESIGN JUST THAT I DON'T LIKE WHEN PEOPLE JUDGE COMMENT HATE DON'T LIKE.

Oh and, I'm in a new class now. With Adalia, Minxian, Clarence, Alster and the other class people. Okay, actually, it's just me, elswyth and Jaslyn who had change to another class. I miss Emma and clique, Hannah & Melissa :(

Anyway, next module I'll be taking will be Sourcing & Costing by Kyungmi! Hopefully it's a good one!

Gotta sleep now, had a great shopping spree w. Minxian & Adalia! Had a great night surfing the net too~~~ It's 7.14am now, and byeeeeeeeeeeeee.

I have no idea when I'll be back here.

BUT LOVE YOU IF YOU HAPPEN TO PASS BY HERE AGAIN <3

I'm..

2011-05-03T17:05:00.003+08:00

sick.

Just visited the clinic. Doctor is like damn fast, cos 12.30pm lunch time. Went in, not longer than 3 minutes, I came out. Sore throat + coughing + diarrhea = die. Got a m/c. Luckily today's class is only 1.5hr of basic draping and 2.5h of marketing? Anyway, I feel like sleeping now, cough medicine always make ppl drowsy -.-

Shall do some sketches while I wait for 6.30pm to strike. Gotta take those medicine again.

Anyway, thanks Minxian for helping me print my report and add in! <3

Year 2 O.O

2011-04-25T01:51:00.002+08:00

*frowned*

School starting tmr. I'm a Year 2 student. ADM SOME MORE. OH MY GOD.

Hope I'll have fun in school. Good luck to me <3

p/s: Too much overdue photos to upload! Maybe tomorrow night, since first day won't have much work, I guess =/

FUCK THE WORLD

2011-04-22T05:20:00.003+08:00

People change.
such a powerful statement, that you can't deny.

p/s: Many overdue photos. Will upload soon <3

GPA :D

2011-04-07T23:55:00.005+08:00

(click for larger view)

I don't know if you think that's a good result or not. I don't care cos all I want is improvement. And yes, I IMPROVED FROM 3.07 TO 3.25 FOR THIS SEM! :D But for this whole yr, will be 3.17. I'm still fine with it, since others say portfolio is more important than GPA. Just make sure my portfolio is good :)

Today's portfolio review a bit waste of time -.- but at least I know what's their impressions on me lah. haha. & during portfolio review, you really have to be buey bah. I keep saying "I think my work is fine." HAHA. Irene said I'm very confident and proud of my work (by just looking at my reflection). So, yea.

One more month to my birthday. oh gosh. I don't know but birthday for me is like.. I don't know, I can't sense the happiness of it now.

Birthday. I think it's CCN Day for Tp too. Most probably spending my day in school like last year's.

There's always unhappiness on my birthday. It might be because I care a lot for this day, I want to like.. celebrate it with my family and have a memorable one! I can always rmb me, crying on my birthday. I think the best bday ever is during 2009, with Hsinju, Andrea and Joeslyn, and one with family. and last yr's belated one with my girls <3

I rather there's no plan on my birthday, or you plan it willingly, or whole-heartedly. Don't show me all your unwillingness or pekchek faces. I can celebrate my birthday alone, by resting and spending time alone as well. It hurts each time when I sense your willingness.

Therefore, I conclude my wish list: Have a no argument & no tears birthday :)
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oh &, maybe some birthday wishes from unexpected people? ^^

Actually, all I want is a gathering with my love ones. Just don't quarrel in front of me, ok? SMILE ON MY BIRTHDAY :)

End of Year One

2011-03-25T14:32:00.010+08:00

HAHA! Finally, the last module of Year One has ended! A one month break before Poly Year 2 starts. Kyrene said that after Year 1, we'll no longer have time to even slack for a bit. Oh gosh, I'm already feeling stressful for Year 1. I might break down anytime in Year 2 I guess. Anyway, I think I prefer sem 2 more than sem 1. Reason is because I feel I put in much more effort in it. Maybe it's because of the modules we taking in sem 2, compared to sem 1. Sem 2 we have FIPdr, HoCos, App1, which is kinda link directly to fashion. Where as sem 1, 2d art, VM, texfun texman.. Although I really think I put in much more effort this time round, I'm kinda worried for my GPA. I dun wanna get lower than 3.07 'cos this means that even if I put in much more effort, it didn't pay off at all. Still hoping for an improvement in GPA..

Anyway, this month is stressful but fun! App1 - sewing sewing sewing~ I don't know why I feel so stressful. Maybe is because my classmates all sew quite fast, then I'm like.. slower. And sewing machine giving me problem, and I myself giving myself problems too. I still not good in sewing, but this is just the first try! This module, we're suppose to sew 3 skirts! One basic skirt, one pleated skirt and one circular skirt.

Basic Skirt

Pleated Skirt

Circular Skirt

The most difficult one is basic skirt, although it's called a basic skirt. HAHA. I can't decide which one to be my favourite 'cos all three makes me look fat. Really. Anyway, I'm not gonna wear pleated skirt, neither a circular skirt. A basic skirt will be just fine for me. ('cos of my body shape. I've big bottom T.T )

Other than school, there's some special occasion happened this month.

Firstly, on the 8th March, we sent Camellia off to China Wuhan. All the photos are with Camellia. Sigh. After that, Joeslyn and I went back school to sew our basic skirt, then met others again at Century Square to have Popeye's! ^^

On the 10th March, tgt with Chelsa, Jenna, Joeslyn, LiJuan and Lena, we went to help out the filming for our MOI friend - Zac. Wasted our precious time really. I could have sleep longer! zzz But fun at times. At least they still treat us pizza, haha :D

On the 12th March, I went to watch "Red Riding Hood" with Rhonda, Jiahao and Jiahao's younger brother! The show is great! :D

On the 17th March, I went Zirca again with Rhonda, Cailing, Shiqi and Allan! LOL. This year isn't as fun as last year cos of the sucky music. Sigh. And the most exciting part is, after clubbing, went back to Rhonda's place to rest awhile, and off I went to school to continue sewing my pleated skirt! LOL. Damn tiring, really :(

Hmm, I guess.. that's all for now. HAHA. I miss sewing, I miss buying fabric. I want a sewing machine, overlocking machine and camera please :(

Will be meeting up with dearest all during this 1 month holiday. Gonna meet up with Carmen, Jiaqi, Andrea they, Darren Lee and JIEMEI steamboat dinner! ^^

Okay. That's all. Hope I can have a nice holiday before Year 2 starts =/

- Updated-
HAHA. Updated with the Zirca/Clack Quay photos~~~~ Guess what? I'm heading down to scape to help Yuanmay, Jenna and Elswyth! Bringing some of my items down too! Hope at least can sell 3! ^^ Byeeeeee

SHOPPING (L)

2011-03-01T03:12:00.005+08:00

too much? =X

How is it like..

2011-02-28T02:03:00.001+08:00

How is it like.. to keep everything to yourself for a day? I shall try this.

February :)

2011-02-25T21:06:00.014+08:00

hey hey. Finally, February is ending in 3 days time! And of course, finally 3D art fundamental ended!!!! Damn happy can? Such a pekchek module cos of the lecturer. OMG. Anyway, it ended well. I like my final project sculpture, haha. What's up for February? :DD

Chinese New Year
Seriously, nothing much about this year CNY. No steamboat dinner at all. SIAN TTM. Joseph and I even skip one day of visiting my great-grandmother at some far away places! I don't know why my mum actually allowed us, LOL. Basically, this year CNY is like our KTV session and chiong k drama - Secret Garden holidays -.-

Day 1 - On the way to Muar and KTV at night

Day 2 - Bai Nian. 3rd Aunt place for KTV

Day 3 - Sleep whole day

Day 4 - Back to Singapore

School reopen. Missed the first day of school -.- Here's my 3D art works :D

10cm Clay

30cm Clay

30cm Wire

Kinetic Mobile

Relief

Frank Stella

Final Project - 1 metre sculpture: Sneaker

I very like my sneaker hor. LOL. Although the workmanship sucky but.. it looks good from the outside can already. HAHA =X

13 Feb - JIEMEI's dinner :D

the photo with Allan like corrupted already :(

14 Feb - Valentine's Day
Gift from KMX :)

My 2nd month + Belated Valentine's Day present for KMX. LOL!!!

And, no more photos already. LOL. Don't know when I'm getting myself a sewing machine leh.. I can't wait for App1 to start :( Excited about it but worry that I might don't like it sooner or later =/ I hope I'll like it~~ Gonna sew 3 skirts - basic skirt, pleated skirt and circular (flare) skirt :DD

Shall post some videos instead :DD
Hyun Bin - That man (Eng sub)(Secret Garden OST)

把愛放開 - F.I.R

[HQ] 小豬小鬼你們要重複多少編呀.... 娛樂百分百

Hmm, so.. this is somehow my summary for February? HAHA. I nearly did something stupid but I had put a stop to it already. hehe. Please, March, please be a good one :DD Shall spend my next 3 days of February rotting at home and last day of Feb for App1 ^^ Take care people :)

Last day of January

2011-01-31T23:43:00.000+08:00

fuck i give up.

have been trying my best to choose the nicest pic I've taken for this month but I came to realise that all is cui dao~~~~~ This show how pathetic this month is to me, isn't it? -.- Anyway, a very very very busy month I must say. Next block starts from 12nn to 3, so.. yea :(

Anyway, started off the month with TP Open House. I was one of the models for the ADM fashion shows.

Yes, many chiobu I know (exclude me please. feel so sad when with them T.T )

then, chiong my HoCos first assignment!

History of Costume
Assignment One (Minoan) (CAN TEAR AWAY LIAO)

I swear they're ugly ttm :( especially the colours. I hate the colours. *jump down the building*

Assignment Two (Medieval Era) (MY FAV)

Assignment Three (Modern Era) (STILL UP TO MY STANDARD)

Please. A B+ for this module. Thanks.

Visual Presentation Essential

Exercise One

Because of this exercise, I gotta use so much of the penknife that my hands hurt so much when I flipped my handphone and when I'm turning the door knot :'( Oh and, a B for this =/

Exercise Two

I made this whole thing. My penknife skill improve a lot leh. HAHAHA. And, unexpectedly, despite its ugliness, my lecturer gimme an A for it. -.-

Exercise Three

Not fully done yet for the above images. I think.. I'll score a B for it. It's nice, I think. but compare to others in class, I think mine become a B liao :(

Exercise Four

Very proud of this work. HAHAHA. And yup, an A for it! ^^

Assignment One - Bookmark designs

I quite like my bookmarks. Hehe. But i think, a B luh =/

Assignment Two
No photos for the moment. Confirm a B or near C :((((((

JUST LET ME PASS THIS ELECTIVE. BEST GIMME B AT LEAST. THANKS SAM :D

During these few weeks, I managed to get myself some CNY clothes! Firstly, I went town with Mummy! So happy to shop with Mummy cos it has been ages since we last shop tgt. JUST WE TWO :D

then, out with Chelsa and her friends to some warehouse sales and singapore flyer flea!!!!~

oh and, I went shopping alone after separated with Chelsa and friends. HAHAHA.

After I ended up my VPress Ass2, that friday, I went to meet my dearest Shi Qi to JP and I got myself my fabulous bag! That bag is fucking perfect for me. Price is good too! LOVE IT TTM!!!!! Went to meet Vaymond and Joeslyn after that to slack! Nice chatting with them seriously. I love catching up with them. LOL! ^^

Saturday, 29/1, went out with KMX and Joeslyn. I was SOOOOOOOO late. LOL! Overslept. hehe. Anyway, a tiring yet fun day! Luckily KMX bought some clothes home seriously. and and and, I made a new friend - ANSEN ^^

Sunday, 30/1, I went out with HJ for SUPER JUNIOR CONCERT -SUPER SHOW 3!!!!! Damn nice! I screamed my lung out!!!! LOL! They're all so adorable and sexy and hot and OMG~~~~ (L)

Took many photos with HsinJu baby too.^^

And I'll not forget about today's dinner with hsinju - Japanese restaurant, 9 dishes dinner. We two girls finished them all.

Ended my last day of January badly. Oh well. Anyway, tmr then go school. Going school early to accompany KMX to finish her VPress work. Overall, that's how I ended my January.

February. Please, be nice to me. Thanks (L)

2010, bye :')

2011-01-03T03:56:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!!!!

HAHA! I know it has been long since I last updated this blog. I'm suppose to update before holidays end but it seems like I'm so busy and like, I'm so lazy~~~~ LOL! Anyway, since I can't be bothered with my school assignment right now, and there's no school tomorrow, I shall blog! :D

So, finally, 2010 has end. It ended so suddenly. Really.

How can I describe 2010? Wave. With high tide and low tide. Yes, I've been through ups and downs LAST YEAR! Be in jobs, money, friends, school, relationships, guys~ Full of ups and downs. I know new people, lost a few on the way, and totally gone when 2010 ends. So much to describe.

2010. I worked in AMCO. Get to know Haiqin, Kife & Jinying :)

because IMM outlet close down, I stop working, and didn't meet up with them already. But recently, on the 29th of December, I did meet up with them! We went to town. Jinying became prettier, Kife became slimmer, Haiqin changes from a hot sexy daring babe to decent lady! Talking about how human beings should live the life and buddhist stuffs. HAHA. We all learn a lot that day! Too bad we didn't get to take photos that day, but still, a nice outing. They're great friends! Friendly people, who taught me many. Especially Haiqin. Thanks for teaching me so much and taking care of me while we're working together! Thanks for tolerating my clumsiness! Take care people! We shall meet up soon again <3

and I'll never forget how I actually try to woo this malaysian guy - Elroy, which I got bored and sian after a period of time cos of his slowness. Like log u know? LOG! LOL. An experienced though. HAHAHA

and, how I meet my BUDDY - ANG ZHENG ZHONG!!!!

He's my special friend. I still remember how we always talk on phone, hearing his craps and laughing at those lame jokes. LOL! Although he seldom call me already but still, he's a nice friend of mine. He once said that he's a guardian angel sent down for me. WAHSEH. LOL!! And I do agree so, that time. HAHA! Recently.. hmm, maybe no? HAHA! He's so heartless for not contacting me recently!!! Humph! But really, nice knowing him :)

then, I went to my first ever clubbing on the 15th March! ZIRCA~~~~

Totally had fun! I would want to go again! After my birthday! ^^

We had our JIEMEI gathering steamboat dinner!! :D

and had our first JIEMEI photos where everyone is present! <3

Then, the most dramatic part of my life - POLY LIFE :)

First, met this group of friends during DOC - WE'RE THE VOLGENS :D

and this epic downpour! HAHAHA. SHIOKNESS! <3

Most fun camp ever! <3

School officially starts. In DC 23. After 2D art module, I have a clique of friendly and nice friends :)

now that we're in different classes, but we still try to meet up once a month to have dinner together! ^^

My dearest people gave me a belated surprise birthday celebration at McDonald during our usual meet up every Sat night!

and the unforgettable ugly cake. HAHAHA! Allan -.-

Had a short r/s with Willie from May 14th, which ended around mid-June.

School reopen, and then I'm cropped up between the aftermaths of break-up and stressful assignments. Am really thankful to have my super duper KOH MIN XIAN TO THE RESCUE! LOL

Thanks for being such a nice friend, Minxian. It's so nice to know you. Thanks for appearing in my life, really. ♥

Then, actually start contacting Ashraf and we got kinda close. But once after I shift to Ah Ma's place, which is my home now, we're drifted apart. No longer good friends :(

And during that period, I get to know ANG ZHENG KAI. Yes, ANG ZHENG ZHONG's elder brother. LOL.

Wasn't that close during that period of time. It was after I met him in 190 bus coincidently, once after i made up my mind to stop contacting him! I find it so unbelievable that it somehow it's like fated! Get to know him more and more during the period of time I'm working in John Little with Joeslyn and Cheryl :)

And yes, here are the group of friends I got to know while working at JP John Little :)

Meet up soon again! Had a very nice dinner at LAILAI that day! HAHAHA ^^

and yes, because during that period of working, was holiday, Zhengkai actually came over to meet me under my block to chit chat and spent time with me. Slowly we got close and in the end, on the 12th Oct, we got tgt :)

Life get pretty fun and sad at the same time. Broke up once, but patch. In the end, we still couldn't win against the long period of not meeting cos of school. And his character and stuffs. So, we ended in the early december.

New class after the holiday. Had Italian CDS. Damn cool. HAHA! These are the great people I've know during that month! ^^

and Jessica! ^^

wasn't that close with my new class though. *sigh* It's okay. Shall be alone. But thanks God I gotta know Chelsa! :)

(2nd from the right)

Thanks so much for the Eiffel Tower keychain you bought all the way from Paris! Gonna be with my key from today onwards! Love it! :)

after that Italian CDS blk, we had FIPDr and ComDi. Both make me damn stress! HAHA. Comdi total madness. Meisin. OMG, that lecturer can kill! But she's nice to me O.O and I finally get to start with designing clothes in FIPDr! Great experience! :D After that busy block, finally we had a 2 weeks holidays. That's the period of time which I used to spend time with my friends and family, and to forget him :)

20th December: Singing session with JIEMEI and overnight at Cailing's place!

Allan, Xavier, Vaymond and Titus joined us to over night! ^^ Hope to have another gathering soon ♥

22nd December: Carmen's house to bake cookies
Photos will be up soon. HAHA!

Anyway, I prepared x'mas cookies for my JIEMEIs and special friends :)

and I made the cards! ^^

I said I wanna do something for x'mas to my friends, and I did! ^^ Hopefully they'll love it a lot! ^^

29th: Meet up with AMCO colleagues.

31st Dec: PARTYWORLD KTV @ VIVO CITY WITH SHIQI AND HSINJU & COUNT DOWN TO 2011!!!!!

Expensive KTV session. Not really a countdown cos Ch8 sucks. HAHA! But fireworks are great! from 3 directions! HAHA! Enjoyed the waiting time cos chit chat alot about 3E1 and 4E1 :)

and, 1ST JAN: drinking session with vaymond, camellia, shiqi and Hsinju back in CCK!
Not sure photos will be up or not but definitely fun fun fun! HAHAHAHA! <3

and 1st Jan: Cailing's bday celebration!
A surprise for her at Joeslyn's place after dinner at Pastamania ^^ Hopefully photos will be up soon :D

So, this somehow summarise my whole of 2010! HAHA! A bit unclear and skip here and there but, never mind. HAHA! At least I tried to recall starting from Jan to Dec! hehe. Didn't miss out much lah. Hehe. Just stating the big and important events or people which makes my 2010 different from other years.

Anyway, 2011, please, be good to me. I don't want a relationship. Just let me lead my 2011 peacefully and happily. SAME TO EVERYONE TOO! LOVE EVERYONE WHO MAKE MY 2010 GREAT AND MEMORABLE! I'll definitely not forget about it man :)

:(

2010-11-22T23:48:00.003+08:00

Dearest blog, life sucks recently. New block, and full of things to do, especially com di which I have no idea how to survive through.

I'm so lost now. I don't know what I should do for school assignment. Using this as a medium to help me sort out what to do =/

Fashion Illustration and Production Drawing
Cut cut cut from magazine
Visit Artfriend soon to get the markers and papers
Buy FIP book from Jessica

Com D.I
LMS template
time-table
research on internet
research in library

Bring lappy to school tomorrow. Awwwww sch's life sucks :(

But I'm glad to have my girls with me! And my Dear! He's always there (handphone) for me when I need him. I like how we are now, busy with our own stuffs, but also not forgetting about each other. Caring for each other when needed, and nagging. HAHA. I know our feelings for each other are getting stronger and stronger each day. Love him!

Of course, my world won't be all surrounded by LOVE. For now, I think my biggest worries are school. I truly hope everything will turns out better and better :D

All the best please!!! (Y)

Final work - Horoscope

2010-11-21T00:01:00.001+08:00

Hey people. Finally updating my blog before new block starts. Show you my final assignment for the previous block - Drawing Essential :)

HAHA. Okay, damn blurish I know but.. yea, it's about horoscope. What's the story behind this drawing? I don't know. I only know my deadline is Friday and I needa used up as much space as possible on that freaking A2 size paper. Anyway, presenting tomrrow so yea, all the best to me cos I'll think of a story later. MUAHAHAHAhahahaha. ha. -.-

Anyway, new block, two modules. Fashion Illustration and Com Di. 9 to 12, 3 to 6 respectively. So looking forward to 9 to 12, despite I have to wake up damn early 5.30am every morning, and fucking worried for 3 to 6, cos my class got the most geigao lecturer. I'm so slack I survived through last block's drawing essential and Italian lessons. Now, I hope I survive this block. Obviously I will but.. sigh. Just, wish me all the best people.

Meeting Dear tomorrow for dinner!! Can't wait to meet him! It'll be 1 month 10 days tmr <3 Last month was seriously so bad. We broke up, hurting each other, but now, I swear we're loving couple. HAHA. I really feel we've fallen in love with each other all over again. Although we can't meet often but now, we did try our best to meet up. Loveyou Kai <3

Okay enough. Shall prepare for school tomorrow, haha. Night and all the best people! <3

HAHAHA

2010-11-03T22:35:00.003+08:00

HAHA. Weird uh. LOL

Dear :(

2010-10-31T04:57:00.006+08:00

taken last Sunday at his place (L)

It's now 5am. And I'm starting to feel sleepy! (finally)

Anyway, school started. Hmm, it's fine I guess. Having drawing essential and Italian lesson, cool right? LOL. But, throughout these days in school, I NEVER MEET HIM AT ALL. plus just now, which is Saturday, I haven't meet him for 6 days already!! I'm glad that I still survived! LOL. I should thanks all the assignments and school which help me to change focus from missing him to busy with drawing and italian. But whenever I'm alone in bus ride, or walking home or I'm not busy with school work, my mind is full of him. Although we messaged from morning to night, and always have a chat over the phone before he went to sleep, I still miss him. I miss his hugs and I miss his warm hands :( Of course, he made me sad as well 'cos he's forever tired and sleepy when I'm finally free. But, I'm meeting him tomorrow!! Can't wait to see him~~ I swear I'll give him a koala bear hug, erm okay no, just a tight hug once I entered his house and see him! hehe.

I sometimes will still have doubt whether he truly loves me or not. but I guess no one will wanna waste their time on someone who they don't love, right? I'm not deceiving myself! Just, maybe I think too much 'cos he's not around with me.

Oh and, does this look like him? :D

The more I look at it, the more it doesn't look like him -.- It looks so like him at first! HAHA =X

And some other art work done by me within these few days :D

My wallet. Hehe. Nice? This carries 10% leh =/

& this still life drawing, which I've been drawing that fucking cabbage and celery for the whole day~~

This is not completed yet! Just a 80% done. Tomorrow I'll head to his place to continue editing it. Hopefully I can spend my whole day with him, and hope his parents won't mind too. So gonna show him my artwork, HAHAHA.

Dear. Miss you. Oh my girls. I miss my girls!!!!! Never meet them for very long already. Hopefully can meet them soon!!!! (L)

Shall sleep now. Good night (L)

SIAN

2010-10-22T00:53:00.000+08:00

Hello hello. Deardear is sick, and he's asleep even earlier than usual cos I told him to as well. I think I'm falling sick too. I'm so sian at home now. Tomorrow not meeting him, and I think I'll die at home. I'm so gonna go out tomorrow, really~ School is starting, might be better? Back to normal life, don't have to worry unnecessary things. At least got something better to do like learning Italian and having Drawing Essential from 3pm tp 9pm everyday (please kill me -.-) Seriously hope the new class is fun and friendly and easy to get along with since Joeslyn and Adalia will be in the same class as well, haha.

Hope I can survive through the next semester or should I say, next block will do -.- and dear, I hope school reopen won't affect our relationship too much. I'm missing you everyday, every hour, every minute, every second and this is super duper not good. Really.

Kai♥

2010-10-20T02:18:00.004+08:00

Yes. He's the one :)

He brought me laughter and tears for the past few days already. Tears, for I'm afraid he'll leave me sooner or later, and of course for his last minute changes of plan. Laughter, for whenever I'm down, he's always there for me and his forever lameness, buey-hiao-bai-ness, sweet talks and moreeeeeee. He made me feel I'm such an important role in his life and I truly hope we can last long. I think I really love him a lot, haha. & he loves me a lot too, HAHAHAHA.

The 2 weeks of John Little job had finally end. I really don't know what else I can do within these few days before the school reopen! I'm afraid school reopen might affect our relationship but I hope not! Really. We must at least meet up once a week, I don't care :'(

Suddenly, I have so much to buy and do but I'm only left with 5 days! Sad :(

Please, let me enjoy and spend my last few days of holidays happily.

After all, September is still the Month of Romance, just that I only realise it during October, hahaha. Boy, ILY ♥

I STILL NEED MONEY.

2010-10-03T23:39:00.002+08:00

Yo! I'm feeling down and high at the same time. Life ain't that great. Anyway, nice meet up and catch up with my dearest ladies. And Vaymond too! He totally made me laughed my head off. LOL.

I'm so pekchek over money, really. I really hate to ask money from my parents. Like.. argh whatever. Although it's what parents had to do but you'll just feel the guilt. Somemore they're facing financial problem and argh whatever. That's why I needed the JL job badly. The pay is great! LOL

Tues C - $54
Wed B - $66
Thurs A - $48
Fri O
Sat C - $63
Sun B - $77
Mon A - $48
Tues O
Wed C - $54
Thurs B - $66
Fri A - $48
Sat O
Sun C - $63
Mon B - $66

Fuck. $653! Return Kelvin $50, I'll still have $603! Cool. Heard from ShiQi that that might be CPF thingy so maybe it'll let me have $500? HAHA. Buy a new bag, and buy a pair of shoe and 2 pairs of shorts maybe? Like that I'm left with $350 only :( Nevermind. Maybe I just buy a new bag, and buy a new shorts? hehe ^^

Argh whatever. Life just sucks without money.

Just so not fated with dear Ash. LOL. Oh whatever. Yup, there's this "another guy" too. I don't want to get hurt again please.

OMG. Make sure I survive through the 2 weeks please!!!!

$.$

2010-09-29T23:42:00.009+08:00

MONEY. I SERIOUSLY NEED MONEY RIGHT NOW.

So, I've actually asked Joeslyn to help me arrange an interview with John Little tomorrow at Marina Square. I'm seriously not very sure if I can survive through this month working in JL. I'm worried that my clumsiness will be a big stone during working! Hopefully I'll be fine, really fine. Anyway, I accidentally pressed Jobandshop.com and now, I'm gonna buy two tops from it!

Yupyup. & I've a sudden crave for a Charles & Keith bag! This one! :D

I'll buy it once I got my pay! :)

Oh and, browse through their shoes and I kinda love this one :)

and this which I feel like trying on to see how it looks on my legs. The above one I think I'll just buy leh. HAHA

ohmygod i just check out some Mondo shoes and some of them grab my attention!!!!

I think I'm buying the checker one, and the beige one. The middle one was like kinda common? hehe.

Ohmygod I haven't got my pay, haven't even start working and I'm already looking at what I wanna buy. Anyway, that bag is a confirm must buy. Others still considering.. I might just buy the Mondo shoe tmr, hahahaha.

Anyway, it seems that there's nothing much to do for this holiday. So best is to work and earn some extra cash for myself since I know I need to spend. HAHA.

Anyway, hope tomorrow interview went on smoothly, although I'm not really worrying about it but still, hope it goes on fine! I want the job, badly! >.<

p/s: I think I still got feeling for that malay guy. fuck :(

DENIM FLORAL TOTE BAG

2010-09-28T03:36:00.002+08:00

Done with everything! :D

With my artwork inside. It fits A3 size okay? LOL. It looks like it gonna break anytime right? :( Just hope it won't.

I want to do a black & white one. I think I'm adding a floral or wooden button to the denim floral tote bag.

I'm gonna upload photos for the month of September tomorrow after the bloody portfolio report. Please let me survive through it and make me talk like some experts please??

Horoscope ain't accurate this time round. September the month of Romance for Taurus? Shit you! :(

totebag

2010-09-25T06:31:00.001+08:00

I made this tote bag. Nice?

I thought of buying those kind of brown "leather string" which I don't know its correct name but still, I have many thoughts for this tote bag. Just gonna see what I can do with it. Can it fanciful but somehow.. I won't bring it out. LOL, HAHAHA.

Show u guys my fabric book soon. Okay, why not now? :D

Fabric book. (L)

& it is this thick -.-

This is the cover page. Nice? :D

The content page. Nice? :D

The fabric swatches + 3 experiments. Those in the transparent ziplock bag are the experimented fabric. I needa do this for 16 fabrics, while 9 others fabrics which don't need experiments. *phew

I invested so much many on this freaking fabric book which I can actually use those money to shop but still, please get a A or at least, a B+. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.

Okay, i have to sleep now. 6.46am, I needa wake up latest by 1pm. Good night :D

FINALLY IT'S THE LAST DAY

2010-09-23T03:08:00.000+08:00

HAHA. Random shot.

I'm finally done with that freaking fabric book which makes me stay awake for 24 hours for it! I was amazed by myself too, and I really did experience the neck ache, back ache, leg pain and "i'm-fainting-soon" feel. Anyway, everything is over now! I'm now only left with the reflection for my final module for this semester :)

Gotta rush to school to print before 12nn eh. Sian. 5 hard copies. OMG~~~ Hopefully I can reach school on time to print them all =/ Gotta go sleep now. Shall show u guys my fabric book soon :D

Finally.

2010-09-15T02:33:00.000+08:00

I'm just done with cutting of 10cmx10cm fabric. Finally I'm starting that scary fabric book. I really not sure how it will goes along but still.. just try to do my best. Completed the written report yesterday and printed it. Damn pekchek because the first batch of papers all got error! Fuck the print shop's computer! Hate it to the max luh! I spent $7.50 on 15 useless papers! Gotta save those papers for drafting use. Waste money and paper. Anyway, we still manage to save it and then submit it before leaving school.

Last evening was great! Met up with Joeslyn, Camellia and Shiwei, Rhonda and Jiahao, Cailing, Allan and Siangyee to play basketball. As usual, I'm the spectator. HAHAHA. There's this damn cool malay little boy, and Rhonda and Joeslyn played with him, haha! After Allan and Siangyee left, Rhonda and Jiahao left, Camellia and Shiwei left, Joeslyn and I went up to Cailing's house to watch tv! HAHA. Rushed home to watch Channel U 10pm HongKong show, hahaha :D

This morning woke up and prepare to meet my poly classmates to town! Went to far east plaza to shop with Minxian. Bought 2 vests and one legging! Then went to Cineleisure to meet up with Emma and friends. Walked to takashimaya to buy food and went for the Mooncake fair. HAHA. A simple and pleasant meet up with them (L)

Mrt-ed back with Yuan May and Minxian. Minxian and I went down to Lakeside to meet Fivly to collect the woven fabric. Both of us did save Fivly's money, isn't it? HAHA. Went home after that and start cutting the fabric.

I've planned my schedule for this 2 weeks because I'm going to Malaysia from Friday to Sunday for a relative wedding but I'm having 2nd quiz on Monday, and I needa hand in fabric book by Friday I think. I don't wanna get lost halfway man. Today's plan is cut fabric. Tomorrow's plan is to study for knitting after accompanying Shiqi to submit her work time sheet. Sorry girls, can't watch that horror movie with you all. I don't wanna fail my quiz :(

I'm still thinking what time should I wake up tomorrow so I won't be late to meet shiqi and JP 11.30am. Gotta leave house at 10.45am. 8.45am wake up. 8.30am alarm clock alarms then continue nua. Yes, so I'll set my alarm at 8am, 8.30am and 8.45am. LOL! I love to sleep =X

Okay, Gotta sleep now. Good night (L)

nice and terrible

2010-09-13T01:53:00.002+08:00

I did the plain weaving using magazine. Nice? HAHA. I needa do three more sia! Cock eye soon. LOL. Anyway, today was such a nice and terrible day. Why? Firstly, I woke up 1 hour late (terrible) , and so I don't intend to go school (nice). I ate toast and drink coke as breakfast (nice) while watching Personal Taste (nice), but ended up having diarrhea (terrible). I ran to the toilet for a couple of time and still pain until 8pm (terrible). I still continue to watch Personal Taste despite the pain, and also completed my written report which include the reflection I wrote this evening (nice). After that, I just continue to watch Personal Taste until I remember I haven't do the paper weaving (terrible). Started cutting the papers while watching (nice), and completed one plain weave! (nice) Gave up doing another 3 because I'm so freaking sleepy and tired! (terrible)

LOL. Annoying post sia. Anyway, I'm going school tomorrow lah!

Oh &, I think I'm alright already. I've let go of everything 'cos I no longer feel the heavy heart when I woke up! I feel so much carefree! So light that I can fly!~ Congrats Jasmine. Now, it is how you gonna survive through this month. Main opponent - FABRIC BOOK. Please let me complete it smoothly and nicely (L)

Tmr might be heading down to Keat Hong park for basketball. Go there to see Camellia and her love lah! LOL. Argh my eyes are closing. Buey tahan! Gonna sleep now. Good night (L)

End product:

p/s: I shorten it already hor! hehe :D

Kill Me

2010-09-12T06:04:00.004+08:00

Tidied the words added some photos (only)

What I've done today? Not as much as I actually have to. It's way too less than what I should do today. There's still picture to search, and info to add in and edit before meeting KMX later in the evening. Now it sept 12, 6am. I wanna kill myself. Affected by him, him and him. LOL. Yea, and SHINee's Minho! (L) Anyway, gonna sleep now and be awake by 12nn. Good night (morning) ! (L)

die

2010-09-09T04:36:00.001+08:00

I've been doing all this for the whole of today! Lesson today was canceled, so I spent my day reading and typing all these shits. I really sucks in typing, understanding and rephrasing. I sucks at doing report!! And I have difficulty looking for the images that I want! Pekchek! Started work from 12nn to now, going 5am soon! Buey tahan already! Gonna sleep now! Tomorrow going town with my girls + Allan to watch movie and dinner and catch up! I miss you all! Can't wait to see them! And I push away the dinner with my family for them. OMG a bit guilty because my mum like want me to go along with them but Aunt Kelly said if wanna go with friends, it's okay just go. I admit that actually I'm really more towards my friends if I really got to choose. Okay enough explaination! Just wanna say.. I'll manage both well, okay? LOL

Brain dead. Can't help but blog before I sleep now. Good isn't it? HAHA

Okay really. gotta wake up at 10am! 5 hours sleep! Cya babies tmr!!! And my Resident Evil!!!! HAHAHAHAHA (L)

p/s: I think I'll be a walking zombie tomorrow -.-

Hardworking Jasmine O.O

2010-09-08T03:16:00.000+08:00

埋头苦读

Okay, I am so hardworking isn't it? Updating my blog almost everyday! HAHAHA. I can actually make use of my precious time to sleep but I just feel that I wanna blog. Today, I just studied for the whole day! From 12nn to 1.30pm in school, dozing off while Carol played that dry video, and from 3 plus to 4.45pm at Lot One McDonald. Went home and continued until 11pm. Haven't really read finish everything on Weaving but started the Microsoft Word first. When I'm finally done with the things I planned to finish today, it's already 3am! Now, it's 3.22am. Gonna shut down this lappy and bring it to school tomorrow. Gonna stay back after lesson in library to complete those wordy stuffs by tomorrow if possible. Gonna add pictures tomorrow night. Maybe meet up with KMX during the weekends, or maybe on Monday after school to compile together and quickly look through and print it on that evening or on Tuesday, since Wednesday is the deadline. It's time to start with the fabric book too. Gonna start to plan time-table for myself again. Maybe.. tomorrow night? hmm..

I can't wait to meet my girls + Allan on Friday! Hopefully we'll watch Resident Evil: Afterlife together. I wanna scream with them! ^^ Everyone, good luck and all the best for your exams alright?

A tough month. I want to make sure I handle my time and work well. Jasmine, just for this fucking month. Gambateh! (L)

Boy, you hurted me badly :(

September, month of Romance? -.-

2010-09-08T02:14:00.002+08:00

KMX & I.

Anyway, both of us started the written report. Just reading through only. By Thursday gonna compile everything together. Today's a waste of time. I can't study at home. Should I stay out to study or something? hmm..

Dearest Shiqi, I feel so sad for being unable to accompany you at your most down period due to school. I'm glad you have ur ndp sisters to accompany you. I'll meet you on Friday dear (L)

Life suck recently. I got scammed. Horoscope says that September is a month of Romance for me but nah, it's all bullshit. It started to have problem, and I really don't like it. Be it my problem or what. Argh. Life sucks :(

HOW TO BE HAPPY? SIAN :(

Time to get busy..

2010-09-06T19:28:00.002+08:00

Just got home from school and plaza singapura. Tired luh. But I have to start with the written report already. Again, I'm team up with KMX. LOL. Tomorrow will be bringing my macbook to school for the very first time. Hopefully it won't drop on the floor or something during the journey to school =/

GTG. Love that pic above? HAHA (L)

p/s: I WANNA WATCH RESIDENT EVIL: AFTERLIFE!!!!! :(

Dying soon..

2010-09-02T00:59:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHA. I'm here again. Not gonna be like Cailing, 30 days challenge. I'll sure fail. HAHA

Anyway, today's a bad day. I stayed at home to study for the quiz tmr, and I feel my day is wasted. No matter how I study, nothing goes into my head. I feel so frustrated and helpless. Until now, it's 1am already, I'm still unsure whether I can make it for tomorrow's quiz. For the whole of today, I did this table of properties of fibers!

I realise I'm more awake and able to concentrate more at night! This is not good :(

I'm now highlighting the notes Carol gave us. I think I've lost the knowledge of how to study. As in, it has been months ago, more than half a year, not studying with notes and memorising it for test! I feel so tense up for the whole day. And now, I've decided to not take it too seriously. Might help me instead, right? =/

Okay. I don't know how am I gonna survive this month. This is only the first week of this new module, and I feel like dying already. The fabric book that I have to hand in this block.. I really don't know how am I gonna complete it. Let's wait and see (how I die)! :)

I'm really such a loner now. As in, when I'm feeling damn fuck up, I have no one to turn to! Everyone was busy with their stuffs, and I really don't wanna disturb anyone. Learning to take things all by myself now. I miss my ladies. It's time to meet up for dinner or something maybe.

PLEASE LET ME SURVIVE THIS BLOCK! I KNOW I'LL SURVIVE BUT I DO HOPE I CAN BE LESS STRESSFUL ALTHOUGH I KNOW IT'S IMPOSSIBLE. PLEASE GIVE ME SUPPORT WHEN YOU SEE ME OR ASK IF I'M ALRIGHT. IT'LL BE SO MUCH APPRECIATED! (L)

I have so much to say but I don't know how to express my feeling now. I hope there's someone to be my listening ear.

Okay. Now, back to notes. Good night (L)

How's life?

2010-08-29T00:51:00.001+08:00

Oh gosh. The rare 2 weeks holiday is gone. I'm going to school tomorrow and starts the scariest module ever! I don't know but hopefully I can survive through another 3 weeks!

I feel so guilty for not updating frequently nowadays! But no worries, I'm always updating my Facebook album. It's like a blog for me now instead if here. That's sad. But I'll try to update as often as I can! :)

I had a freaking moody afternoon today! It might be the cause of the long duration of sleep, or because of the humid weather, or it's just simply everything around me is irritating today. I'm easily irritated and I really feel like screaming! Everything is hidden inside my heart! I wanted to let it out, but I realise no one is there for me. I have my girls, but they're busy. I can't simply disturb them. I don't want to. I have my family with me, but I just feel that even if I told them, it won't change much cause they don't understand what I am going through! I'm difficult for anyone else to understand.

That might be the reason why I'm alone now. I'm just too difficult to understand.

Recently there's 2 guys revolving around me. First one, he always appear online at night only. Even if he got my number, he still contact me at night only! There's no common topic between us, although I feel he's a fun, loving person. This evening, he texted me. As usual, we just texted each other without any topic. Just.. "hey what you doing?" "you eaten?" and blah blah more. He should sense it too, I guess. Anyway, I knew nothing will happen between me and him. I shall end with him soon.

Another guy, we started texting each other for 2 months already? Yes, we have common topic. We get along pretty well. Met him and slack with him for a couple of times. A guy full of attitudes. A guy who's just the taste I want. I'm not very sure what I am to him now. We started to text lesser, but we still text everyday, but not today. It's always me, who's initiating. But he did initiate though, for once. And for that once, after saying Hi, the next sentence is "when can we meet again?" It has been long since I last met him. I'm happy to see that from him. These few days, my desire for someone for me gets stronger. I easily get annoyed or emo when he's not messaging me, and when I initiate again, I started to send those emo messages. And he replied with those sian tone too. Then I feel like a burden to him, so I stop texting him. I wanted to text him, but I don't want to disturb him. Maybe he don't care at all you see. I'll just wait okay? Wait until he initiate to text me.

I'm difficult to handle or understand I know. I really know. I'm not those cheerful girls out there where you can always see a smile on me. I'm not those easily approachable girl. Maybe I should just stop all this fucking shits and stick with girls. I shouldn't be the extra one for anyone around me. I should stay away from guys, so I won't have the "I'm a lonely cat" feel. I should stop contacting guys. I should really just stop functioning my heart.

Hateful life. Thanks him, for letting me experience what it is like to feel wanted and love, and also, experience how it was like to survive through the pain, and the feeling of unwanted and loneliness now. The loneliness before you got attached, and the loneliness after you had experience love before, is different. You'll feel the pain even deeper 'cos you'll remember the sweet feeling, but realising you're experiencing a sour moment. Fuck life. Fuck you Jasmine.

September - the month of Romance for me? Is it gonna be just bullshit, or is it gonna come true? Let's wait and see.

Let me survive through September alright? With loves, Jasmine.

Hello again :)

2010-08-16T13:16:00.003+08:00

Sorry for the lack of update man! Like 1 month plus, isn't it? Many things happened of course. I was damn busy with school work. And nothing much really happened lah. Mostly of the events were updated on Facebook. I guess I'll abandon my blog? Ohmy I don't know. Blogging is no longer one of my hobby due to the pack schedule.

Now is my 2 weeks of YOG holiday. Actually I should be going for a job interview with Shiqi and Joeslyn but in the end, I turned down the offer 'cos I don't think that is what I want. Yup, I'm in need of money, but I don't think I'll want to work for my current status. I should make use of this 2 weeks to get myself know more about Fashion and stuffs.

Currently I've some thoughts of what I should do within this 2 weeks! I intended to learn knitting and buy fabric dye! I suck in handicraft you see. Like, seriously. Today is Monday, the 1st day of holiday. Maybe I should head out to buy some knitting materials.. What do you think? hmm..

I want to learn sewing leh. I want a sewing machine. OMG I WANT I WANT.

I want a camera! I want to start sketching designs. It has been long since I last drawing for apparels you see. Gotta start it again before I lost interests in it.

Within this 2 weeks, I'm gonna meet up with my dearest friends and complete at least one knitted top! :D Hopefully I can :)

Shall ask my aunt if she can accompany me to buy the materials maybe, hohohoho.

Shall end here. My next update? I don't know. HAHAHA

Hello new life :)

2010-07-17T21:23:00.003+08:00

hello hello dear blog. I now you're dying. So here I am to save you, get u some life uh -.-

Recently life's busy. LIKE HELL BUSY. Assignment after assignment.. Finally my module ended, a 2 days break with weekends too. Made use of this time to tidy up my room and buy some necessaries too. This few days had been going around with parents to take a look at some apartments. Parents somehow eyed on the unit at blk 294. Hopefully we'll got it soon! Even if we got the apartment already, we still needa wait for a few months until those paper works are done. So meanwhile, I'll still have to shift to my Ah Ma place for a period of time. SIAN TTM but never mind. After enduring that period, life will be getting easy and carefree! Looking forward to it man! :)

Somehow I'm thankful that I've my friends and family with me. They're always accompanying me, and make my day so joyful! I'm also thankful to know that there's still someone out there who love me. Somehow I'm also thankful that he once loved me. Now everything is back to Stage One. I'm still trying my best to remember how to live my life alone without someone to text 24/7, or someone to complain to every night on the phone. As usual, every single place bring back some of my memories too. Sweet memories to always remember of course :)

Looking forward to end of this year since horoscope says my life will be better and better at the end of this year. Such a busy and full of up-n-down year indeed!

Meeting my girls at Mcdonald at 10pm. Will blog after my new module end :D (L)

My precious one week holidays in June

2010-06-20T04:20:00.007+08:00

Here is how I spent my precious one week holiday :)

11th June, Friday - Shopping spree with Carmen Girlf (L)
Started my first day of holiday shopping with Carmen! As usual, I was late, haha! Met her at Pastamania and had lunch there. Took bus 190 to Far East Plaza, and started shopping! Bought a pair of shoe, white shirt and one pair of short :D

Next stop, Ion Orchard for my M.A.C black eyeshadow! Like.. FINALLY! :D

Walked from Ion Orchard to 313 for Carmen's F21. There's a freaking cute Indian sales guy lah! He can speaks fluent Chinese leh! Damn suave! Really! >///< Bought 2 cardigans from 313 =X

Carmen was looking for a pair of heels in NEW LOOK in 313 but there isn't. So, we walked back to Ion Orchard's 313 and yes! She got the pair of heels she wants :) So, enough of the shopping, we decided to head back to have pasar malam's food as dinner! Of course, ended our shopping spree with photos :D

While we're buying the waffle hotdogs, the uncle said that Carmen and I look like sisters! Do we? LOL!!! And we walked to South View together, and I bus-ed home :)

12th June, Saturday - Day out with Hsin Ju BABY (L)
My worst day ever! After I bathed, I opened the door of my bathroom, and realised it's raining outside! I saw my 2 pump shoes were at the window, I quickly run there to close the window. But I didn't notice the floor is wet and there I go, slipping and knocked into the box of toys just right under the window. I sprained my left ankle, and got severe cuts on my right kneecap. Despite the fall, I still went out. Meet up with spree ciel at City Hall for Hsin Ju's shopping items, and went Bugis with HsinJu for some random shopping. I bought 2 tank tops =X Went Iluma to continue shopping and saw a fajarian working in a shoe store. HAHAHA.

It was Zheng Zhong's birthday, so Willie went out with him and his guy and the venue was Bugis too! Together with Hsin Ju, met him for awhile. And left of course, hehe. Hsin Ju and I don't feel like going home that early, after awhile, I decided to go to Hsin Ju's new place to slack! So, we mrt-ed to Toa Payoh, and walked to her place. A very nice and cosy unit, I like! Watched Korean variety show which Hee Chul was there too, with WONDER GIRLS :D Had a great cry at the last part where WG read out the letter to their parents :'(

As time passes, the pain on my ankle get worsen. Hsin Ju walked me to Toa Payoh mrt station, and I mrt-ed back to choa chu kang to meet Shiqi at McDonald. Soon Allan, Camellia and Joeslyn joined us, and we started slacking and crapping. When we decided to leave, my ankle seriously pain until I can't really walk! Really have to thanks Allan and Camellia for piggyback me for some distance, Shiqi, Joeslyn and Abigail for holding onto me! Applied the medicated oil myself and the pain gets better the very next day :)

13th June, Sunday - Picnic + Slacking at Vivo city
Despite my leg injury, I still went all the way to Vivo with Allan, to meet with Shiqi, Camellia and Joeslyn to slack there. Started slacking at 4pm. Played poker cards! Fun! :D

After playing, we felt hungry. So, everyone chipped in $5, Camellia, Allan and Joeslyn went to buy food from random places in Vivo city, while I'm with Shiqi, guarding our slacking place and waiting for the appearance of David. Before Camellia they all came back, David reached. So, I was the first to see him in person! Cooool! After 10 minutes, Camellia and loves came back! And we started our night picnic! HAHAHAHA. Played card games again after eating, with David. I didn't play as I was emo-ing, thanks to Willie who didn't message me! -.- left Vivo City at around 9 or 10 plus. Reached home at about.. 12 plus? Damn tiring day but fun day! :D

14th June, Monday - Movie with Willie and ZZ
Yup, caught A-Team with Willie and Zheng Zhong. The movie is damn nice! The guy is damn charming! OMG >.< After that, both of them walked me to Kenneth's place, and I started ranting to Aunt Kelly about my relationship :)

Feeling sad as Willie didn't message me, I called him to see where he was. Just nice he's still in Yew tee, so I requested him to walk me home. Bid farewell to my aunt and Kenneth, and went to meet them. Told Willie how I feel and he understood. Walked home from Ah Ma place to my place, cool! :D But he missed the last bus home. In the end, he lrt-ed home from South View =/

15th June, Tuesday - A visit to Weiye's Place
Went to visit June Yi's baby! I'm aunt already, like finally! hahaha :P

16th June, Wednesday - Partyworld with cousins
Actually it should be the day Adalia, Minxian, Joeslyn and I went to k box, but Joeslyn can't make it last minute, so cancelled. Partyworld with Aunt Kelly, Kelvin, Kenneth and Joseph! First time hearing Kelvin sing! Cool and unique voice he has :) Fun fun fun when we spam all korean songs! :D

17th June, Thursday - Volgen outing
PICNIC AT MARINA BARRAGE!!! Nice outing! Although the sun is terrible, but Joeslyn they all enjoyed flying the kite, playing taiti!

We left early as it's raining soon. Went to Marina Square to have dinner and bid farewell to the others while Michelle, Adalia, Joeslyn and I went to K Box! $8! :D

So, we actually completed our list of plan in one day! Picnic, fly kite and k box! Although Minxian is not with us during the k box session. Maybe next time? :D

18th June, Friday - Quarreling day and k box night :)
Had a quarrel with Willie on Thursday night, and he didn't contact me for the whole day! I missed school because of him, missed the k box session with Adalia and Joeslyn because of him! Meet Joeslyn for dinner at McDonald. When you're on the way home, there's this guy issuing brochure which state that CCK K BOX IS OPEN THAT DAY!!!! Joeslyn and I then last minute change our plan to k box :D Sang from 7pm to 10pm! :D

Waited for the whole night for his message but not a single one. Called him and continued with the quarrel. Decided to meet up with him yesterday.

19th June, Saturday - Nice afternoon
Met him, and everything is settled. Meet up with Shiqi after that, and slack from 8pm to 11pm with Allan too. Coincidentally, Kevin went McDonald too, and so he slack with us. Camellia and Joeslyn joined us after that, hehe. As usual, we walked home after that. Daddy went Malaysia, and so I'm all alone the night :(

20th June, Sunday - Last day of holiday
Here comes the end of holiday. How I spend it? Alone at home. Woke up at 4pm, and rot rot rot until now. Pathetic Sunday. Tomorrow new block. Sian to the max -.- Hope I won't be late tmr. Hope I'll enjoy my day too :)

Ohya, YC disappointed us by helping his gf and accused Joeslyn with her. Fine. Continue to be ur lovely boyfriend, and a forever worse friend.

Mr W I want to see you soon :(

School days in June :)

2010-06-19T01:12:00.000+08:00

LOL! My blog like rotting soon luh -.-

Anyway, I'm updating it today from 1st June :D

1st June - Dinner at IKEA

Together with Adalia, Joeslyn and Minxian, we went to IKEA to have our dinner! hm, the food is average lah. HAHA. Adalia planned to go picnic, k box and fly kite! LOL

4th June, Friday - 1st day of 1m x 1m panel

Yea, went home early to prepare for the Design History & Culture final assignment which is individual presentation! I did research on POSTBOX :)

and so, my weekend was spent editing the powerpoint slides. Only started my presentation board on Monday night after I reached home.

7th June, Monday - 2nd day of 1m x 1m panel

Love the wings! I love gray :D Rushed home around 4 plus alone to quickly complete my presentation board. Around 12 midnight, I run out of double sided tape! Thanks Siumin for it, which really save me lah! >.< I forgot to take a photo of my presentation board :( I was terribly late for Tuesday's 2D art lesson 'cos I'm only asleep at 3am?

8th June, Tuesday - 3rd day of 1m x 1m panel

Started painting the hands. And I got shocked by the hand I paint seriously -.- It was also the day where we present for Design Art & History. Present from 3 plus to 7 plus. I was seriously nervous for the presentation lah! I was scared that my topic is weird and won't score high marks! But thanks to my classmates, 'cos they responded when I present, and Ms Tan Siew Cheng praised me, said that my topic is interesting! She's very nice! Nearly cried when she saying that it's nice to teach us 'cos it's our last lesson too :'( Rushed back to studio to start painting the hair. Had cup noodles as dinner with Minxian, SzeRui and Jessica. Touched up on the painting, and cabbed home with Minxian and Michelle at around 9 or 10 plus. Reached home at 11 plus at night? -.-

9th June, Wednesday - 4th day of 1m x 1m panel

Went school alone 'cos I was late, like again -.- And since we're not having 3-6 lesson, we rushed the painting from morning to night! Completed the background by evening, and started painting the dress of the girl. I swear the toning of the dress is difficult! I spent my whole evening toning it lah! Luckily the end product for the dress is not bad :D

Stayed until 10 plus in school! Had cup noodles again with Emma, SzeRui and LiQin. Totally give up touching up, so I went home. On that night, I took the coldest bus that I've ever take, and boarded the last train back from Woodlands to Choa Chu Kang! Reached home just few minutes before 12 midnight -.-

10th June, Thursday - Presentation + lunch at Swensen

My artwork and I :D

My artwork. Not confident in it :(

While I'm presenting :)

Presentation ended at 12nn I think. Together with Minxian, SzeRui, Emma, Emma's boyf, Clarence, Alster and LiQin, we went Swensens to have lunch. I order Curry Chicken Baked Rice and it's very nice :D We each order ice cream too! HAHAHA :)

LiQin & I

Emma, SzeRui & I :)

AND THE HOLIDAY STARTED!!!!
I'll post it tmr. I'm sleepy already! *yawning

BROTHER, BUDDY, SISTER FOR LIFE! :)

2010-06-07T01:02:00.003+08:00

Do you have this special guy friends? or special girl friends if you're a guy.

I think Darren Lee, Zheng Zhong and Allan is my special guy friends leh! I just suddenly feel like saying it, haha.

Brother (Darren), Buddy (ZZ), Sister (Allan) for life!!! :D

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I'm so-call done with my ppt! Just now went to printing shop and realise I didn't bring my thumbdrive. Everything gotta push back to tmr then do. SAD :(

Good night! Cheers for my 4hr 30mins of sleep! :D

I'm not hidden talent, I'm just a B student.

2010-06-02T08:26:00.008+08:00

OHMYGOD I JUST ORDERED MY MCDONALD BREAKFAST ON MY OWN!!!! SO PROUD OF MYSELF!! =x

Anyway, I'm done with my 2 modules. But now, there's 2 final projects for each module! Both require research and presentation, and I'm damn worried about it! Shall briefly tell you how's my 2nd block doing :)

2D Art Fundamental
My favourite module! Shall show u my art work now :D

1st Artwork - B+

2nd Art work, Colour Wheel - B+

3rd Art work - B+

Can you see it's a key?? :)

4th Art work - B+

5th Art work - B

My first B :(

6th Art work - Acrylic paint
Not sure of the grade yet. And I didn't take a photo of it. To me, it's either a B or C+ :(

7th Art work - Pastel Art

yea, my foot. haha. I want to use this to score an A leh! Hopefully can. If not, I'll confirm be the B student. I want at least an A! PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEE >.< But I think my horse looks a bit scary leh! LOL!

So overall, I'm a B student. HAHAHAHA

Final assignment for 2D art:

Please research on an artist, look at his/her style of painting, subject matter, historical background. Based on ur understanding draft out a sketch that shows the composition, colour ratio of 80:20. Your sketch should show the motive, whether it is learning a style from an artist, develop from a subject or etc.

The final project will be a 1m x 1m panel, accompanied with a 100 words artist statement.

OMG CAN FAINT -.- Anyway, gonna do research on it later on :)

Art History and Culture

1st assignment, part 1 - not sure of grade
My partner, Fivly. Then we gotta write down what you think of her by just looking at her. I'm not sure of my grade here.

1st assignment, part 2 - B
Interview a young adult - my cousin Weiye. Write down what you think he'll answer for the question, and ask him to answer the question. Analyse the difference between ur imagine answer and his actual answer.

I have no idea how should I analyse! But luckily, I score a..

OMG?! I'M DAMN HAPPY TO GET A B LAH!!! :)

2nd assignment - Research on Surrealism
Group with Stella, Jessica and Fivly. There's 5 groups, and we're among the best 3. Hopefully a B+ for it?

3rd assignment - Singaporean Behavior
Same group members, we went to City Hall MRT station to interview passerby regarding inconsiderate acts of Singapore. We took buses, photos and went to Bugis MRT station as well. A nice experience, haha. And the presentation was good too :)

4th assignment - SIN CITY 2030
I don't know. Jessica was not happy with the powerpoint slides we prepared. So I guess we won't score well in this assignment?

Here comes the final assignment:

Choose a prominent designer or designed object from design history. You will then:
1. Justify the significance of this prominent designer or designed object.
2. Write an analysis of the influence of culture, society and/or location on this prominent designer or designed object.
3. Comment on the design movement or period which this prominent designer or designed object is associated with.
4. Identify and define essential themes and/or terms unique to the movement or period, concept or object.
5. Identidy where other works by this designer or similar designed object can be found.
6. Identify the technology and/or medium used.
7. Present visual of the design movement's or designer's impact on other designers or design.

BONUS MARKS: If you can find influences in Singapore

Difficult, right? Some more it's individual work! I prefer individual. But when it comes to presenting it, it's another story. Anyway, I'll try my best not to make it too dry. Gonna do research on it too.

Haven't thought of any idea yet leh. Gonna research on it later too.

After yesterday SIN City presentation, I'm kinda down. I'm thinking is it that I enter the wrong course, wrong school? Maybe I'm more suitable in Business/Engineering which include Maths/Science? Or maybe I'm in the right school, but wrong course? Maybe I should be a student in MOI instead of ADM? Maybe it's my first time experiencing so much classmates from a good secondart, and all English speaking, that's why I feel the competitive in class. It's like.. there's 3 Brian Liu, 2 Fransisca and 1 Hongxun in my class like that!! Can you imagine how scary is it, to complete with them? I thought of quitting school, but that's impossible. Maybe it's only for this block, this Art History module which make it feel this way. Other than this, I'm actually enjoying my lessons like 2D Art Fundamental! I can't wait for the textile module although I heard from Haziq it's difficult, and you'll have to analyse on more than 20 fabrics! But I'm interested in it leh, shouldn't be a great problem, right??

Ohmygod I really need some support!! Please God, let me at least get a B for the presentation for Art History & A for 2d Art Fundamental!! Please please please~

Okay, although it's early morning already, but after eating my McDonald breakfast, I feel like sleeping! Eye closing.. Gonna go to sleep now! Good night (morning)!! :)

PAINT PAINT PAINT

2010-05-29T06:41:00.003+08:00

It's Saturday, 29th May, 6.42am.

Why am I awake at this point of time? BECAUSE I JUST COMPLETED MY POSTER COLOUR PAINTING!!!!! Collected my A3 size paper from Michelle at about 10.45pm, and got home around 11.15pm. Talked on phone until 1am, and started chiong-ing it until 6.30am. A bloody 5h 30min for a piece of painting! I'm thinking how am I gonna finish my acrylic painting tmr, I mean, later in the afternoon! =.=

I completed my water colour painting in the evening as well, but one part of the flower was ruin and I can't save it anymore. I might be redo-ing it on Sunday. Sadded :(

I'M FREAKING HUNGRY NOW!!!!!! :(

I'm suppose to blog about many stuffs on Friday night but I didn't manage to 'cos I'm damn tired and just can't help but went to sleep. Not sure when will I be free to blog again.

ACRYLIC PAINTING LATER!!!! HOPEFULLY I CAN COMPLETE IT BY TODAY :)

Mummy, Daddy & Justin is going to Malaysia. Daddy will only be back on Monday. Gonna spend my Saturday night and Sunday night alone at home. Anyone wanna ton at my house??? :(

HUNGRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY :(
SLEEPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY :(

Time to sleep :)

USELESS. HATE PROJECT

2010-05-27T00:54:00.002+08:00

OHMYGOD HELP I'M FLOOD WITH PROJECTS AND I MIGHT DIE ANYTIME LAH~~~ TOO MANY SUDDEN RESEARCH TO DO ON!!!!! SO MANY ASSIGNMENTS WITH PACKED SCHEDULE AND THE DEADLINE IS LIKE NEXT WEEK!!!!! NOW I'M CHIONG-ING RESEARCH FOR TMR PRESENTATION LIKE.. WT.. OMG STRESS STRESS STRESS!!!!!

BUT I KNOW JESSICA MORE STRESS :(

OMG I'M SO USELESS :(

2010-05-23T00:04:00.000+08:00

I'll just have a short update here.

So, yesterday, 22nd May, I went to Show Luo 3D Live concert! He's DAMN HOT!!!! Photos are with Kenneth, so I guess he'll upload to FB, soon?

completed the 10 household items hmw and the painting. Seriously I can't paint :(

I'll share with you guys some of my art work soon :)

Has been spending money like dunoe what. Gotta save up now!!!! >.>

and I'm so happy recently. Missing someone terribly right now!

And it's late. I should sleep. Tmr presentation, OMG~ Wish me good luck!!

And I'm thankful that our group have the SUPERWOMAN Jessica! I felt so guilty that she has to do much of the job! But she's really very capable! What I can do now is try my best to help her as much as I can. And I gotta pray hard that she'll finish her 2D hmw asap!! REST EARLY JESSICA >.<

I'm not sure how I'm gonna spend my last week of May. Hopefully it'll be great! June holiday is coming, but it's not for me :(

Good night everyone. LOVE :)

STRESS

2010-05-19T20:51:00.002+08:00

fucking 2 modules.

2D fundamental is loveeeeeeeee <333
BUT ART HISTORY & CULTURE SUCKS!!!!!

It's just the first week only and we had 3 assignments to do already! 1 individual, 2 group works!

- Define Young Working Adult by this Friday
- Research Design Movement by next Monday
- A minute in the day of Singapore by next Thursday

Ohmygod can die man. Where got time sia :( Everyday reach home 8 plus, going 9pm.

Okay, things to complete by today!

- Colour tone assignment (by 10pm)
- Sketches (by 10.30pm)
- Interview assignment (by 12am)

I STILL DON'T KNOW WHO TO INTERVIEW!!!!! -O-

Wish me all the best people, for this block. Stressing block :(

Time to paint! Bye :)

enjoyed today dinner with him :)

:D

2010-05-17T21:51:00.002+08:00

A new block had just started. 2 modules in a block, sian ttm!

Here's a present for someone special :)

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHHA
sian right? =X

time for sketches and research! 1 sketch down, 1 more to go! -.-

2010-05-17T01:01:00.001+08:00

How? How? How?

I'm still not sure about everything. Everything is still not clear. I myself wasn't clear too. It's so unfair to him, really. I need someone's help. Maybe I should find Aunt Kelly soon.

LOVEYA

2010-05-15T03:06:00.000+08:00

Everything is going very very fine. But I'm just worrying that it's a rush. Hope not :)

& I've completed my postcards like finally! - -"

I'm now saving all my data into a disc, then complete my ideation + sketches and it'll be ready for submission! V(^.^)V

Okay I know I'm slow. DAMN SLOW~

Just came home from McDonald. I like my Saturday night! Always full of laughter! People who turned up today: Joeslyn, Camellia, Allan, Yen Long and MEEEEEE :)

Went to meet Willie in the afternoon, and watch the guys play basketball. Can't stand the hot weather, I went home and drop dead on bed. Now, I'm sleepy but I don't want to sleep!

I realised that I'm so lazy that I haven't wash my laundry! It's like a mountain again. Gonna wash it after saving all my files. Crazy right? Washing laundry in the middle of the night - -"

but who cares? As long as it's clean and it's on time for me to wear it by Monday, hahahahahaha!

YAY I SHOULD CHANGE MY NAME TO LAZY :D

Okay. I want more money. MONEY PLEASE DROP DOWN FROM SKY, THANKYOU :D

Random update. LOL. Bye :)

Thanks for making me feel important. LOVEYA

FULL OF LOVES ♥

2010-05-13T12:36:00.013+08:00

While waiting for the materials to do my postcards, I shall blog from my birthday until yesterday? LOL :)

May 7th - CCN Day + My birthday!

Yup, my birthday actually lies on TP's 20th anniversary! Which means my birthday from this year onwards will be celebrating with TP! Honoured :)

And on that very day, my classmates were damn sweeeeeeeeet! They sang birthday songs for me (3 times!) and Adalia hugged me!!!! LOL! Thanks girls, I'm very touched :)

On that day, I'm the member under HUGS FOR SALE.

Many pretty babes right?! Come ADM lah! ^^

& I'm also helping Minxian with the Handmade Flowers, which earned the most on CCN Day! Everyone was helping :)

In 168, with Joeslyn :)

Hongbin, Minxian, Haziq and Adalia :)

And this is Hongbin. Our ADM most popular guy =X

This one also very popular lah! Not Minxian, is Haziq! LOL =X

MORE PHOTOS!!!! Gonna intro some of my friends in TP to you guys :)

This is Chantal!!! She's in ADM DC22, Joeslyn's classmate.

She has the natural beauty and she's like.. ANGEL! I mean, seriously. She's talented and gorgeous! No one can deny man.

I'm not very close with her but we still share a seat, haha! She's very friendly :)

Khee Whee and Michelle.

I don't really know Khee Whee well. We only talked to each other on that day, trying to take a snapshot of someone's eyecandy. LOL! And Michelle, our DA JIE DA. She's fast and independent. Take my hat off her man :)

That guy is Felix!

Probably the most talented guy in ADM? He's good in art and craft, and he got his own style too. And he's the friend of Kife and Jiaqi! LOL! Singapore is seriously very small :)

And here is Kyrene and Nicole! :)

CCN ended around 4 plus. Headed back to Woodlands with Adalia, Minxian, Haziq, Hong bin and his friend and Joeslyn. Had KFC at CWP and I headed to Yewtee and Uncle Thomas is bringing us to NUH to visit my Ah Ma. After that, because it's too late, we couldn't find a nice place to eat. So we just anyhow find a Japanese restaurant to eat. At least I got to eat my Salmon Sashimi on my birthday. I must eat Salmon Sashimi on my birthday! I don't care! LOL

And Joseph and I really got the same mindset lah! Joseph and I don't like to bath b'cos we think it's a waste of time. Because we bath, we miss the chance of doing something else! If it isn't because of hygiene purpose and prevent myself to have oily hair, I won't bath! Another reason is because both Joseph and I had the habit of bathing very long. We enjoyed the warm water and that's why result in taking too long to bath. That's why we hate bathing. LOL! Like brother, like sister ^^

After that, Uncle drove us home.

Went to collect my one and only birthday gift - Chocolate mousse.

It's delicious, full of loveeeeeeeeee :)

May 8th - APEL Day + SURPRISE BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION!

Went to school for APEL presentation. Many excellence presentation luh! I'm starting to worry about presentation in the future liao :(

And seriously the funniest one is Hongbin. He's another natural joker. Not what he say, is the way he behave. So silly and clumsy lah! LOL. CUTE :)

After that, Joeslyn went work, while we all went home. Met my girls at McDonald and guess what?! A BELATED BIRTHDAY SURPRISEEEEEEEEEEE! ^^

It's a total stun! Why?! Because during that time, the only one at the table is Shiqi and Cailing with me. While talking halfway with Shiqi, Cailing hinted Shiqi that they're coming. For don't know what reason, Shiqi stunned. I looked at her stunning there, look at Cailing stunning too. I stunned. And here comes the birthday song and birthday cake with additional someone - ALLAN! He baked that cake sia!!!!! LOL!!!

PHOTOTAKING SESSION WITHOUT SHIQI :( BUT FUN! :)

As usual, we all slowly stroll back home. We around 2 plus then reached home! LOL. I love my girls! :)

next day..
May 9th - HSIN JU BIRTHDAY OUTING!
I met my dearest Hsin Ju at Bugis for a shopping session and dinner! We went to catch the movie - Ironman 2 , then shopping!~ ^^

After shopping, we went NYDC for dinner!

I didn't finish my spaghetti cos I'm full already. Then after the manager clear those dishes, he came to ask if there's any problem with the spaghetti! Damn paiseh can?! >.<

and finally, OUR BIRTHDAY CAKE!!!!!!! ^^

It's really very nice!!!! 简单的幸福！:)

SEE! This last piece is for someone. HAHA! But of course I still eat it. Just trying to make someone jealous :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HSIN JU!!!! ^^
I Love You (L)(L)(L)

May 12th - JIEMEI dinner at NEW WORLD Restaurant
Yesterday after school, we all meet around 6 plus to have dinner at New World Restaurant! We ordered 3 crabs, one prawn dish, one delicious veggie dish and one chicken dish I think. Chris, the manager there, chose the biggest crabs for us! I can see Chris really dot on Camellia they 3 and us. We're just like her children like that although we're not closed. And really had fun last evening!

Although I didn't participate much in the IQ games. I just don't get it and I'm lazy to figure it out too. LOL!

Had our phototaking session too. Photos still with Rhondaaaaaaaaa -O-

While taking bus back, had some heart-to-heart talk with Shiqi (L). Joined the rest and we started playing games where we used to play during our primary school days. After we reached choa chu kang, we plan to walk home as usual but the weather don't allow us. And when taking bus home, Rhonda realised her tertiary card went missing! Luckily it was found after that :)

AWWWWWW I LOVE GATHERING WITH THEM. WE'RE NOT JUST FRIENDS, BUT FAMILY ♥

-

Before I forgot, yesterday, I really think that Singapore is damn fucking small. When I'm heading back from Tampines to meet my girls, at Tampines MRT stn, a girl approached Joeslyn and I to do a survey. I looked at her, I'm stunned. She's Kaihua's current girlfriend. SHE IS KAIHUA'S GIRLFRIEND! And she chatted with me for awhile, asking me my school and where I'm heading too! I wasn't that assure that she's her. Last night, I checked her twitter and there it wrote "heading to Tampines zzz" Okay, really is here liao. Maybe it's all fated? To let me know that Kaihua has a great girlfriend now :)

It's still kinda unbelievable that I can actually meet her in person and actually chatted with her. May them last long :D

I'm going to collect my online shopping items later! ^^

Shall end my post now to bath and head out! Bye! :)

2010-05-12T23:59:00.002+08:00

why is there still lessons tomorrow? I don't wish to go, I DON'T WANNA GO!

I feel like isolating myself like what I did few years back. I should cry all I want and then stand up again. This feeling sucks. The feeling of being a burden. No, it's not your fault. Scold me if you want. Just scold. I know I'm weak. I'm very very weak. Just let me break down seriously.

I think I'm getting even crazier. I can't help it anymore. FUCK I DON'T KNOW WHY I'LL GET MYSELF INTO THESE TROUBLES. I can avoid it but I choose not to.

Ohmygod. Someone, save me! I think I'm drowning soon. The feeling of crying but no tears. Shit this feeling! FUCK.

Sorry? & Thank you.

That's all I can say.

OKAY. AGAIN.

2010-05-12T01:36:00.002+08:00

Okay. I'm at fault again. Sorry.

I'm always stupid when it comes to this matter. I'm always thinking too much. Okay, enough of explanation. I'll be fine soon. Really.

fuck. I hate that feeling. I should just stay close to my girls. Anyway, I'm meeting my girls tomorrow for dinner at NEW WORLD RESTAURANT! :D

I still owe many posts! After I'm settled with my assignment, I'll blog it! :D

I should be asleep by now! 2am and I'm still here! 5am needa wake up leh = ="

Good night :D

stay away from me

2010-05-10T18:29:00.002+08:00

Actually, it's all my own fault. I shouldn't have know you more than I should. The only thing I concern now is your feeling towards me. I want the truth. I would stop contacting you from now, but I'll really want an answer from you. Tell me if you want to tell me alright?

I don't believe in "We're just friends" when both of them are actually texting each other from morning until night! At most, one of the party really treating another as friend, but the other one sure have feeling for the first one. There's friendship between guy and girl. But they don't text each other from morning until night. SERIOUS. They don't. If they do, most probably one of them is interested in the other one.

I had enough. I'll just stop contacting you. I'm not happy because of the fact that I like you. It's just too ridiculous. No one will want to know, neither will you want to know.

FML. I can't believe it can be this bad. SERIOUSLY FUCK MY LIFE.

IT'S OKAY

2010-05-09T01:08:00.000+08:00

I'VE MANY TO BLOG ABOUT BUT NO TIME!

CCN day, birthday dinner, belated birthday surprise & out with HJ baby! ^^

it's okay. I don't mind. At least now I know the answer.

Someone made my day cos he said he gonna wake up early FOR ME. HAHA. Might be fake but at least he's making me happy :)

and that's not you

screw today, but thanks for the wishes :D

2010-05-06T23:55:00.004+08:00

OHMYGOD TODAY GONNA BE MY WORST DAY OF MY LIFE LAH!!!!!

You know what?! Today, I've no lessons. But because I wanna complete my postcard on time, I went to school. I completed 4 postcards, 2 back side of postcards. I've already saved it in my thumbdrive. But when I'm helping Michelle with saving pictures at another computer, something cropped up and all my hard work for the past few days are gone! Like, ya gone! I went to school today for nothing! NOTHING! _|_

Now I'm starting to receive birthday wishes already cos it's after 12 midnight already!! Thanks everyone for the warm wishes! Brighten up my sad day! ^^

Tomorrow is CCN day and I'll be part of the HUGS FOR SALE booth. Do come and HUG US because my booth got chio bu and shuai ge! :D

Since tomorrow is my birthday, I'll just gonna put aside my assignment first and enjoy my very day! Once after tomorrow, it'll be my disaster!!!!!!

Saturday APEL in the morning, after that gonna stay in school to do my postcards. Hopefully I can finish 6 by that day! :(

I JUST SCREENSHOT A MSN CHAT WITH DARREN! HE CALLED ME SIS LEH! NAN DE LUH! ^^

hehe! ^^

Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day :)

:)

2010-05-05T23:09:00.005+08:00

:)

Last night was horrible! I fall asleep, and had a nightmare. I woke up, and 被鬼压。 After I finally can move my body, I fall asleep and get into another nightmare! Woke up and here comes another 被鬼压! - -"

Didn't know I'll encounter it ytd. So sudden sia! Luckily it only happen twice. Hopefully tonight it won't happen? X.X

School as usual. Stressing over those postcards - -" After school had APEL meeting and everything turns out smoothly! Jessica really is a great entertainer! :)

After that, went to find Adalia they all. Had fun in the classroom. Felix were disturbing the other course students! LOL! And see DC22 their 2D-fundamental make me so envy!!! Although it might be stress, but at least they get to paint and draw! It might be stress, I might break down because of it but I don't care! MinXin has the same thinking as me :)

Went home with Minxian and Kyrene. Told Minxian about the guy in bus 168 this morning. That guy has beautiful eyes! But Kyrene said she dislikes the guy 'cos he keep bi-o Adalia and Me when in bus. LOL! Actually I sense it too lah. Kinda envy that some girls in my group has eye candy but I don't! :(

Reached Woodlands, and we three went separate places. I mrt-ed back choa chu kang, bought KFC egg tart and headed home! Reached home around 3.45pm I think.

& I started blogshopping! OHMYGOD! Here's my new buys:

I want more but cannot! -o-

Seriously, you have to be rich to be a design student. Only until you're capable of making your own apparels, then you won't have to spend much. You have to look like a designer. OHMYGOD -.-

ALL MY SHOPPING ITEMS HAVEN'T REACH ME YET!!! BUT ALL SHIPPING ALREADY. ON THE WAY TO SINGAPORE~ Hopefully it'll reach on my birthday? or that Sunday? :)

I'm not done with my sketches! I have not much time left =/

Hopefully I can produce all my 6 postcards design by tmr! :D
(tomorrow no class but I went to school for the Adobe Photoshop & Adobe Illustrator!

& during the weekends, borrow photoshop from Cailing to do the back side of each post cards. Hopefully everything went on smoothly! ^^

I can't believe my birthday is on Friday! And I'll be exchanging gift with HsinJu on that day too! I want a new pencil box! :D

Okay. I guess I'm done with my ranting. Good night people. I think I reach home too early and I didn't take a nap at all! Fucking sleepy now. Good night :)

♥

FEELING UNWELL :(

2010-05-04T22:14:00.004+08:00

DID I BLOG YESTERDAY? I think I didn't. Yesterday, I'm not in school! Fall sick and went to see the doctor. I asked the doctor regarding my every morning stomachache and she said it's normal - -" What a great doctor huh?!

Today I went school with a super heavy head! Think it's the medicine which made me drowsy last night. Totally not feeling well for the whole day! Sorry if I'm kinda silence today (I was always silence lah actually). I was stressing on what to do with my 2nd postcard! After thinking and thinking, I can't stand the fact that I'm running out of time and so, I start to sketch two hands - Human's and Dog's.

Thanks MinXian for helping me scan into the computer! Touch up the colours using photoshop after school and here's the 50% completed postcard!

Nice, I know. Hahahaha

I'M SO LOVING MY 2ND POSTCARD. LOL! =X

After our lessons, meet up with Joeslyn and gang to Mensa 2 to da bao western food back to Design school. A snapshot from Michelle's camera :)

MY HAIR SUCKS LAH - -"

board the very WARM bus back woodlands with Joeslyn. Like sauna sia, can faint. Reached Lot One, bought sushi (I just typed Shiqi - -") and bus back home. In bus, I saw someone familiar to SJ! But it's not him. Phew~ Hopefully he isn't reading my blog =X

Take a nap from 6.30pm to 8.30pm. Someone called me at 7.30pm but I went back to sleep -.-

Will be taking my medicine around 11pm and get ready my assignment. Tomorrow gonna consult Si-Y about the postcards :)

Okay. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day! ♥
he's so stupid!

It does get better :)

2010-05-01T00:25:00.005+08:00

it seems like everyday is getting better and better! Hopefully after one month, my poly will be great! :)

Today nearly late, thanks to my stomach. Recently the pain is back. Should I go see the doctor? hmm.. Gotta thanks Michelle and MinXian for today :)

And I've completed one of my postcard! Just that I haven't put the SPCA logo.

Nice nice? I used photoshop make one. I like this one :)

5 more to go = ="

& my photoshop assignment 10%

But I don't think I'll score well for it. Should I redo it? hmm..

After lesson, finally had my APEL meet up. The meeting is fast and direct. Nice :)

Had lunch with my classmates. They're friendly :) Jaslyn and Stella claimed that I look like a Channel 5 actress, Rebecca Lim:

Do I? lol.

After that, Jaslyn, Minxian, Michelle and I went to lvl 6 com lab again. Stayed until 4 plus, then went down to canteen to have Western Food salad. Delicious! ^^

And guess what? Charlotte joined Minxian, Michelle and I, and we 4 board bus 67 home! I tell you, I WOULD NEVER BOARD BUS 67 HOME FROM TMR ONWARDS!!! A fucking 2hrs 10mins trip today! Butt can crack luh! I hate Bukit Timah. HOW HUGE IS BUKIT TIMAH AR? After 10mins, look at signboard still in Bukit Timah. HATE IT LAH! = ="

When I finally reached Choa Chu Kang, met Willie and Zheng Zhong in McDonald for dinner. Willie's really very easy to make him laugh luh. And that Zheng Zhong hor.. Totally can't eat much when with them. You'll laugh until you're full, LOL. After that, took bus back home with them. They went to look for Daryl, then I went home :)

Realised no one at home, so went down to join them. Seriously I now am scared of being alone luh! I'll keep on thinking of the stories Syamim told us and I'll always think too much. How long will this feeling stays? Hope it'll fade away asap :(

I guess you guys had read about a girl in Tp who commit suicide. Today, I went to Facebook and saw the Facebook group which her friends created for her. I can only say, it's very sad just by looking at the photos of how happy she was. She's really pretty, just like an angel. A talented girl as well. R.I.P

I CAN'T BELIEVE APRIL IS ENDING! HERE COMES MAY! And I can't believe my birthday is coming as well. Don't expect any celebrations 'cos it'll be a busy day that day. It's our TP 20th Anniversary Day + CCN Day! And my girls all will be busy with school. HsinJu's birthday is coming as well! Oh, and Daryl's! LOL. 3 in a row leh! 7th, 8th, 9th! Friday, Saturday, Sunday. Saturday got APEL presentation :(

Okay. Time to sleep! I wanna sleep until late late tmr :)

TAKE CARE PEOPLE. LOVESSSSSSSSS <33333

PHOTOSHOP & photos with DC23 girls!!

2010-04-29T22:03:00.005+08:00

Helloooooo :)

Today is a much better day. Learnt photoshop skill and this is what I did after school in the computer lab :)

this is the incomplete version. my completed version only can view in photoshop format. my com can't open the file. Anyway, it's VINTAGE :)

& before starting all those work, we girls were playing with the iMac's webcam! LOL

Went home around 5 plus. and met Shiqi for dinner at KFC with Joeslyn. We were damn hungry from the moment we left sch, until we reach woodlands! 1hr leh! And today I managed to eat finish my 2 piece chicken, whipped potato and 3/4 of my cheese fries! So rare luh! And my dear Shiqi slimmed down liao, LOL!

Okay. Time for me to sketch some drafts for that freaking postcards. I wanna learn drawing!!!!!! Although it'll be difficult and busy for me but at least can learn what I wanna learn what, heehee! :)

Okay time to go. Good Night people! Good luck to someone tmr :)

HOT HOT HOT

2010-04-27T19:55:00.003+08:00

YUP! I bought an ice cream to eat! Like, so rare lor! haha

Anyway, as days passed, it gets better. I think I'm used to it already.

Today Si-Y ended the class earlier. MinXian, Michelle and I went down to Design Canteen and finally get to taste our poly best Western Food! :)

After that, attended the Director Meeting. Moses was there and I really love his talk! He's damn cartoon, really! Every move he made and every words he says make you laugh out loud! The 1h 30min ended so quickly. He motivated me a lot :)

Didn't wait for Joeslyn, paiseh. I went home with Adalia, Michelle and Minxian.

Started doing research once I reached home. Many ideas came but I dunoe how to draw or express it! I suck in mind map! :( I'm worrying that I'll retain = ="

Ohmygod! Can't believe my birthday is next Friday! CCN day some more! Then next day is APEL 1 presentation. Tskkkkkkkkkkkk.

Anyway, today I've made an achievement! I made someone moody to laugh while eating with my LAME message! YES!!!!!! LOL.

Overall, a great day! May tomorrow be better. I don't wanna doze off in class again

-.-

What should I wear tomorrow? -.-

fml

2010-04-24T22:35:00.003+08:00

Can you believe it? 1 week has passed! Like, wow?

Can't believe I actually survive through this few days. I swear, this week is the most tiring and scariest week of my life! I feel so stress in class and school! Being in ADM, you gotta make sure you hold up the reputation of ADM! Everyone was dressing so nicely for classes and if you don't, you'll just feel awkward.

Is it because it's somehow becoming an all-girls environment, that's why I'm not used to it? Or is it that because people in TP are mostly Eastern people and that's why I can't blend well with them?

OH FUCK! It's so damn tiring :(

I truly hope my poly life won't be just like this. I want something more than these! I know I must put in more effort in socializing and get myself adapt to TP asap but it's just too difficult! I'm tired, real tired.

烂桃花运啦~ 总是跟他们勾不上话。是我的问题，对吧？:(

I was telling Michelle about Elroy's matter and just now, YES，NOW, Elroy messaged me! He's in Singapore canceling his work permit. It's like so fucking coincidence lah! Haven't been contacting him for 1 month and now he messaged me. Not sure when he's going back but I hope he won't ask me out. Hope he's enjoying his life, haha.

Actually, my secondary school life somehow started like this as well. Just that it's slightly better than this! At least friends around me speaks Chinese than English.

Argh! This is the first time I'm saying this: FML! _|_

4th day of school :(

2010-04-22T15:58:00.004+08:00

School as usual. Still doing Adobe Illustration. Completing soon. After class went to find Joeslyn & friends at Business School canteen. Bus-ed to tampines to have my lunch at McDonald, shop around and headed home. End.

I'm not sure how's other poly's night walk but here's our TP Design school night walk. Watch it! Just a few minutes only :)

The girl's voice is damn creepy seriously. Sometimes we still get to hear her voice 'cos she's just one of our design school senior. LOL xD

That's all for now. Taking a 2 hours nap. Tomorrow there'll be no one to call me up for school =/ Hopefully my alarm clock will work for me =/

Wish me good luck! :)

getting used.

2010-04-21T20:30:00.002+08:00

Shopping list:
~~Alarm clock~~ Got it! ^^
~~vintage brown pump shoe~~ Got it from Mondo! ^^
vintage brown low heels
lace low heels
floral pump shoe
vintage brown bag
new pencil box
dye hair
more tank stops
more denim short
denim jeans

that's it for now :D

I bumped into a macho guy from his back when I wanted to cross the road. I think Cailing's brother saw that - -" So paiseh and I kept apologise to that guy. LOL!

Today I woke up late :( Hopefully tomorrow I'll be able to wake up by myself so on Friday I'll not be late. I wanna complete that Adobe Illustrator by tomorrow leh! Don't wanna drag it - -"

May tomorrow be a better day :D

3 YEARS..

2010-04-20T21:49:00.002+08:00

Had my first lesson in TP today. Dry to the max. Hopefully tomorrow lesson will be better. Learning to use Adobe Illustrator CS4. Cool right? Our assignment is to make 6 postcards (2 sided) for SPCA Singapore. Hopefully I'll get a passed for it man.

Had induction from 3pm to 6pm - SIAN

Didn't manage to meet up with HsinJu. Same poly, different school :(

I still feel hard to talk to the people in school. Anyone.

I'll try to adapt within this 2 weeks. Hopefully I'll make new friend. PLEASE? :(

my lesson for this week 9am to 12nn only ^^ But needa wake up at 5.15am :(

ARGH! HOW DO I SURVIVE 3 YEARS IN TP?! T.T

VOLGEN~

2010-04-19T23:39:00.002+08:00

VOLGEN

最熟悉的陌生人.

I still can't clique with most of them. I feel so slow. That's why I hate to change environment. Although I don't clique well with them, but thanks God there's them with me throughout these few days so at least I have somebody to go to if I'm feeling lost..

Today, my lesson was cancelled. So I went all the way to school just for an assembly which last from 9am to 12nn! After that, accompany those who had lessons at 3pm to Tampines Mall to eat. After they left, Maybelline, Mai, Michelle and I went around to shop. Went home after that.

Now it's 11.50pm and I'm sleepy already. That's great! Hopefully I won't oversleep tomorrow! I don't wanna be late AGAIN because of others =X

Still can't adapt to life in TP. I felt so different to the students there. Is it because they're mostly from East side, that's why their behaviour are different? Or is it just me being the different one?

Help :(

Volgen ♥

2010-04-18T02:42:00.002+08:00

I LOVE VOLGEN!!!!

HAHA, yup, Yew Chin is in the same group as me 'cos we're living in the west area of Singapore. Don't think you can spot me and Joeslyn - -"

Anyway, I had fun during the camp (first night & last day)!

I only managed to find some of our group photo on Facebook so I shall just upload some to let you guys see :)

This is us doing the TP Mass sign :)

There I see my poly~

Okay, that's all. HAHA!

Enjoyed the night walk on the 1st night! Totally freaky ttm! Joeslyn was holding on to me all the while, and also holding on to Syazwen's, Yi Liang's and Charlotte's hands too. Pathetic them. Everyone should know how hurt Joeslyn grabbed people hands. LOL =X

Enjoyed the last day 'cos it's the TP Regatta day. Enjoyed cheering. Luckily we're with the guys and Joeslyn's mood is fine that day. We Design School win the Most Spirited Award! Damn happy lah! We even kena water poured from level 2,3,4,5 before we leave our poly! Damn fun! Exchanged email address with group members and GLs :)

Really thanks our GLs - Amirah, Gary and Yi Liang so much lor. Our group is like.. not very united that kind but still they try their best to get us unit. I love the 3 Gary cheer! LOL. Thanks YiLiang for always carrying our group members' bags! Thanks Amirah for taking great care of us. And Syamim!! Syamim and YiLiang is so cute lor! Clumsy clumsy that kind. Damn cute! LOL!

I love Design school cheer :)

Design has the best teh-ping ah
(CHICKEN CUTLET!)
Design has the best teh-ping ah
(NASI PADANG!)

Chicken wings up!
Eh, woosa eh, woosa woosa woosa eh, hey!
Eh, woosa eh, woosa woosa woosa eh, hey!
Eh, woosa eh, woosa woosa woosa eh, hey!

DOC? THE BEST ORIENTATION I'VE EVER WENT TO ♥

now I'm worrying for school starts. I don't wanna be late for school! I scare that I don't know how to read the time-table! I scared I have no one to be with in class and during break time! Hopefully I'll make some great friends soon! :)

Today met up with my girls!!!!! I miss them seriously! Finally get to meet them :) Went Joeslyn's house for Jovonne's birthday party/ steamboat dinner. Rhonda, Jiahao, Cailing, Camellia and Shiqi went. Had fun talking about our own poly and cutting into each other conversations. LOL! Hopefully we'll be able to meet up next Saturday as well :)

I'm going for S.H.E autograph session tmr! wheeeeeeeee~ ^^

OMG~

2010-04-14T00:13:00.003+08:00

Once again, OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today, the first day of my school orientation, and I'm late by nearly 1 hour! LOL! Today Haziq was late, and since he's our new friend, we decided to wait for him too. Some more traffic jam! Tskkk. Anyway, it's okay to be late on first day lah! Hopefully tmr we'll be punctual! >.<

The orientation group is group according to where u live. So in my group, most people live in woodlands, yewtee, choa chu kang and bukit batok. And I was shocked 'cos many people who I know is in the same group as me! Yewchin, Joeslyn, Haziq and Adalia. Adalia is also same course as me, not sure whether same class.. Anyway, Joeslyn realised that Michelle was Esther's sister! Haha, another new friend. There's still many new friends but can't really name their names out. Oh! I wanna thanks my GL Yi Liang for the sweets too 'cos I was complaining to him that I'm hungry! :)

Hmm, overall, it's a fun and tired day. Can't stand the hot weather! Bad food! And the damn longgggggggg speech!

I wonder why TDS students' hair all bleach with different colours! Like u see the programmers & GLs, like 40% with bleached hair and colorful color! = ="

Okay. I'm kinda worried that I'll be the lowest scorers in my course. Not my o lvl score, but during the exams in Poly :(

Okay, it's 12.30am now and I should go to sleep. But I'm not even done with my packing! Shit! Worrying about tmr and the day after tmr, and the day after the day after tmr which is the bloody Friday! :(

I just hope I have enough time to bath and do some touch-up in the morning in school. I dun wanna appear like a ghost in front of my teammates :(

Wish me good luck people! :)

尴尬

2010-04-12T23:13:00.002+08:00

Awkward smile =/

Guess tomorrow I'll be showing everyone this face -.-

WISH ME GOOD LUCK PEOPLE! :)

OHMYGOD

2010-04-09T04:16:00.000+08:00

OHMYGOD!!!! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?! My holidays will be ending this week! Times flies, don't they?

O level ended around October if I didn't remember wrongly. Started working at AMCO from November to end of February! One month plus for me to enjoy and I've spent almost all of my pay! But who cares? At least within this one month plus, I met the people I wanna meet & made new friends! We caught many movies together and went for clubbing, k box & a steamboat dinner where JIEMEI finally get to reunion! I must say that the people who attend the steamboat dinner is what I get from this one month plus! I think I've enough fun and now, it's time to get ready for school!

Orientation camp will be starting on the 13th. I haven't really packed my bag! So tomorrow, will be the day I pack my bag for camp. Too early? LOL xD

To-do lists:
- buy bottles to fill shampoo & conditioner
- Buy SHISEIDO softener
- Wash school shoe
- borrow 3 t-shirts from Shiqi
- borrow slipper from Camellia
- dig for sunglasses
- find sleeping bag
- find thermometer
- find pen & notebook
- buy sweets :)
- might needa borrow someone's bagpack = ="

That's all for now. I wanna sleep early :D

Ohmygod people who had already attend their orientation were sharing their experience with me! No wonder I suddenly hope that school can start asap..

绝望

2010-04-09T00:16:00.002+08:00

对这世间感到有些绝望… 人的本性真的是邪恶的吗？

突然觉得，死了更好。

死了，就不用知道原来人都是邪恶，自私的！
死了，就不用接触到更多会伤害你的人！

难怪有人看了Avatar后会自杀！

人世间太可悲了。真的…

testimonial, shopping and nails!

2010-04-08T00:22:00.006+08:00

Okay I am seriously a very vain girl. Once I get used to how I look with make-up, I just don't dare to go out without make-up on! But my orientation require us to stay overnight (like fuck? only design students needa stay overnight! TSKKK.) Which means, people will get to see me without make-up on & wearing spectacle!!! Argh.

So I've planned already. I'm going to school with light make-up on the first day. Second day without eye make-up but concealer & draw eyebrow is a must. And then after bathing, I'll just remove my contact lens & wear glasses. I'm only worried about the time they give us to bath! Will we have enough time? & I'm worried that I can't wake up in the morning! :(

I hate staying outside lah! Why can't they just let me go home? I don't mind the long journey back home, really! :'(

I'll needa get myself a new sandal/slipper asap. & gonna wash my school shoes too.

okay enough of my ranting! Today, I went back to collect my O level certificate with Joeslyn and Hsin Ju! The office ladies all don't recognised us as their students sia! Said we all change to lady already. LOL!

So here's a summary of my testimonial:

- keen learner
- inquisitive in her learning (inquisitive again)
- motivated and strives hard to attain commendable results
- quick in developing concepts
- independent learner
- takes initiative to ask questions when in doubts (do I? lol)

- strong interest in Chinese
- produce remarkable result in Chinese
- relates well with her peers and teachers

- member of Dance Club from 2006 to 2009 (No! is 2008 & 2009 )
- showed commitment to her Club
- learnt teamwork & perseverance
- active member, participated and took serious interests in her art
- represented school in SYF Dance Competition, silver award in 2009

- sensitive & thoughtful, shows cares & concern for her peers and friends
- observant & unassuming, is & has been a great listening ears to her friends
- fine young lady whose conduct has always been exemplary

- posed for greater challenges ahead (I like this sentence!)
- will certainly face them with sheer determination to achieve success & excellence
- has a promising future ahead
- geared herself with confidence, will achieve her potential in whatever she aspires to do (I like this sentence too!)

LOL! Some is not really me, while some are. It's kinda amusing to see how the teachers write about you when you actually have nothing much to be written! That somehow summarise my life in Secondary school I guess :)

After that, ate lunch at BPP MOS burger. Bought a dress for $15! I think it's kinda a good deal :)

fyi, there's actually a bucket there. Finding it annoying, I picasa-ed it away using the Retouch application. Cool!~
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Then 700-ed to town to meet Shiqi and Camellia. Our aim for today: Heels, sandals, heels!!!! Saw one that I like but I don't like the colour of it. Don't suit my skin tone. Gave up :(

HsinJu bought hers at NEW LOOK! ^^ Shiqi & I bought nail polish as well! She bought the navy blue while mine is nude beige. We had our dinner at Long John and there's this angmoh's little girl who is damn pretty and with eyelashes damn long and curl! She's very shy and she kept peeking at us! LOL. Waved good-bye to her before we left and she smiled shyly to us! Cuteeeeeeee!

Headed to Far East Plaza and Shiqi got her sandals from Mondo! Actually wanted to continue shopping for my heels but I'm tired of searching for it and Camellia is feeling unwell due to lack of sleep. Think she's falling sick soon. So we decided to head home. Hsin Ju mrt-ed back to Toa Payoh, while we 190-ed back home.

Once I reached home, I quickly painted my finger nails and I'm loving the nudeness of the beige! ♥

Nice and natural, isn't it? :)

Was browsing the time-table of last year's School of Design Orientation camp and it's not fun at all! There's ice breaker games, mass dance, dunoe-what in Sentosa, performance etc. All I can say is.. I'm looking forward to the last day of orientation camp =X

Shiqi's orientation camp is starting tomorrow. Hopefully she'll enjoy herself tomorrow! I'm getting nervous and nervous as the day to my orientation camp gets nearer and nearer :(

May God bless I will enjoy myself in that freaking 4 days 2 nights camp! T.T

steamboat dinner with my 2nd family ♥

2010-04-06T23:55:00.002+08:00

If you ask me how important are my girls to me, I'll say they'll as important as family. To me, we're almost like family. My 2nd family. My sisters, with their loves, and with those guys, some are my brothers. It's more like a family reunion than friends gathering :)

Yesterday, as I need to visit my Ah Ma at NUH, I'm only able to accompany them buy ingredients but not prepare together with them. Met up with Cailing, Shiqi and Joeslyn, went Lot One to buy all the ingredients. Back to Cailing's place and left again around 4.10pm.

Mrt-ed with Aunt Kelly, Kenneth, Kelvin and Joseph to Buona Vista, 95-ed to NUH. Accompanied Ah Ma for awhile, and then left around 6.50pm. I saw a damn hot doctor in NUH!!! But my aunt said she saw someone even hotter than the one I saw! OHMYGOD I LIKE!!!!!! >.<

Cabbed down to Choa Chu Kang with Kenneth, and reached Cailing's place around 7.30pm, and they had already started the steamboat :D

Kenneth and I waited for the 2nd round, haha!

Xinyi, SiuMin and Kellyn joined us! Finally we JIEMEI had a whole reunion! Although we're not as close as before with Xinyi, but still appreciated that she came for us! Xinyi left early but still hope we can keep in contact :)

People there: Me, SiuMin, Joeslyn, Camellia, Xinyi, Kellyn, Rhonda, Cailing, Shiqi, Allan, Kenneth, Vaymond, Titus, Jiahao, Willie, Daryl, Zheng Zhong & Cailing's Mum!

Vaymond and Titus gaying. Xavier is missing. So..

They grabbed Jiahao to gay with them! LOL!

In the end, they made it! & they three gaying liao. LOL

Willie, Daryl and Zheng Zhong left early. Then around 11 plus, SiuMin and Kellyn need to go off too. So, we started our phototaking session! :)

SiuMin & I

Joeslyn & I

Camellia & I

Kellyn & I

Rhonda & I

Cailing & I

Nice reunion dinner! Didn't have the chance to take photo with Willie and friends. Not forgetting our cook and "door opener" - ALLAN!

Everyone went home, only Shiqi, Camellia and I stayed overnight at Cailing's place. We used laptop, watch tv until morning! We then play the IMPOSSIBLE? on Cailing's iPhone. LOL. Went home around 9am and slept all the way to 5 plus! LOL

Woke up, bath and head back to Cailing's place for dinner! Haha! We ordered KFC delivery again! And because today is Tuesday, there's special price! LOL! Watched TV while eating and just crap crap crap. Love slacking at Cailing's place, LOL :)

Awwwww. Hopefully we still have time for each other again. Saturday will be the day we reunion again. Movie at Joeslyn's place or Cailing's place, heeeees!

Anyway, tomorrow I'll be going back school to collect my leaving certificate with HsinJu & Joeslyn! Might be going shopping after that :)

Argh. School starting soon. May it start smoothly and happily!~ & let's gather again soon! ♥

K Box day but Ah Ma was sick :(

2010-04-04T22:39:00.007+08:00

Dear blog,

Just got home from hospital. Ah Ma was hospitalised, and needa stay in hospital for 3 to 5 days. Hopefully she'll get well soon! & don't think too much Ah Ma! Nothing will happen to you :)

When heading out to meet Kenneth and Joseph at bus interchange in the morning, Mummy told me that Ah Ma would be admin to hospital and asked me to call my parents after k box. Shocked, but still have to go K Box 'cos I don't wanna cancel it last minute, and Mummy said it's not very serious kind.

Met Kenneth and Joseph, and took bus 190. Shiqi board the bus at bus stop near Phoenix LRT. Together, we chatted all the way from bukit panjang area to town. Once we reached town, we went to buy McDonald take away at Heeren. That McCafe is damn cool! It don't have kitchen at the back at all! So where is our food came from? It came from upstairs! There's another McDonald I think at the 2nd level, and the food in packages were dropped from the 2nd level! I didn't realise it until Joseph and Kenneth told me with their stunned looks! LOL.

As HsinJu will be late, we headed to K Box first. Got into the room 75 :)

Started singing and eating McDonald which we smuggle in of course. Hsin Ju reached and everyone eat and sing together. But we got caught by the manager! But who cares? Hehe. But! The manager confiscated my Apple Tea and HsinJu's Pepsi :(

Today my voice condition ain't that good. 破音 from the beginning to the end = =" The song which I'm most satisfied with is Soda Green's 蓝眼睛! Nice nice! Didn't 破音 okay?! ^^

Sang Telephone, Bad Romance and Poker Face as well! I got a feeling.. Hush Hush.. ^^

Shiqi sang! ^^ We sang the duet - 煎熬 together! ^^

We sang from 2pm to 7pm, and no one came in with the bill! Only around 7.05pm, then someone came in. While waiting for the receipt in room, we start taking photos together! ^^

We still continue to take photos after the receipt reaches us. We dragged dragged dragged, sing sing sing, and only left the room around 7.30pm! LOL. The K Box at Cineleisure didn't really update many new songs :(

After that, Shiqi and HsinJu went to eat while Kenneth, Joseph and I cabbed down to NUH to visit my Ah Ma. Total of 8 bucks from Cineleisure to NUH. Took the lift up and once the door open, my uncles and aunt were standing outside. We three then went into the ward and have a small chat with Ah Ma. Hopefully Ah Ma will get well soon! Don't worry too much! Don't scare yourself! We're all there with you :)

Left the ward around 8 plus I think, and had our dinner at the KOPITIAM there. After that, Uncle drove us home. I was complaining about Poly orientation and the medical check up during the journey back home! Aunt Kelly kept laughing at how I complaint -.-

Bought my HAPPY 128 top up card! Guess I'll get lesser phone calls after poly starts :(

Tomorrow I won't be joining my girls to prepare for the steamboat. But I'll accompany them to buy the ingredients at 1pm. Probably will meet my aunt, Kenneth and Joseph around 3 plus to head down to NUH. Will be joining my girls around 8pm tomorrow :)

Hope tomorrow will be a good night at Cailing's place! ^^

& hope Ah Ma sleep well in the hospital! :(

Ohya! Once I reached home, I untied my hair and my hair looks as if it's with perm! I like!

I want my hair to be like this!!!! I love the simple curl~ Looks natural :)

Can I go perm it? Like.. RIGHT NOW??????? :(

I'm still waiting for the photos taken on Friday! Camellia and Cailing both busy. If only I had a digital camera of my own :'(

I WANT DIGITAL CAMERA! I WANT MACBOOK PRO! I WANT DIGITAL CAMERA! I WANT MACBOOK PRO! I WANT DIGITAL CAMERA! I WANT MACBOOK PRO!I WANT DIGITAL CAMERA! I WANT MACBOOK PRO!I WANT DIGITAL CAMERA! I WANT MACBOOK PRO!I WANT DIGITAL CAMERA! I WANT MACBOOK PRO!I WANT DIGITAL CAMERA! I WANT MACBOOK PRO!

Okay enough. Financial crisis now :( I NEED MONEY!!!! MORE MONEY PLEASE!!!! :(

Okay enough of my rants. I'm feeling sleepy at this time! Rare! Going to sleep now and get up around 11am :)

Good night darlings~ ♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIQI IN ADVANCE! ♥

2010-04-03T03:02:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIQI IN ADVANCE! ♥

I totally enjoyed last night! Our surprise celebration for Shiqi was so successful! Thanks everyone yesterday for participating in it! Appreaciatedddddddddddd ^^

We planned it on Tuesday if I'm not wrong. Once after Shiqi left Joeslyn's place, I suggested giving Shiqi a surprise birthday celebration on Friday which is yesterday. We all had a hard time brainstorming about the whole event 'cos of the tight schedule. We at first wanted to let Shiqi feel down, so we planned Joeslyn and Rhonda to have a fight, then Rhonda will leave with the guys, while we girls will accompany Joeslyn. Then other than Shiqi, we all blaming Joeslyn, say she also at fault then we left without Shiqi and Joeslyn. But I called Rhonda on Thursday, asking is it okay to quarrel with Joeslyn and she rejected the idea 'cos it seems really impossible, LOL! So, we sticked to our actual plan.

Shiqi didn't sleep for the whole day, that's why she's kinda easily irritated yesterday. I woke up, and messaged Willie to get the cake to put at his house first, as he's the only one living in Bukit Panjang. Together with Cailing, meet Shiqi and Joeslyn at KOPITIAM for lunch. Brandon, Yi Xing and Zheng Zhong joined us after that so while those guys go for lunch, we went garden plaza :)

(she still didn't know about anything ^^ )

and we mrt-ed to Bugis. Rhonda, Jiahao, Willie and some other guys joined us as well and we went to watch CLASH OF THE TITANS 3D!

Shiqi kept got shocked by the show and we were like laughing and laughing throughout the movie! She even fall asleep at the front part of the movie! = ="

And everything get excited after the movie. We walked out of Iluma, to the bus stop outside Bugis Street. Rhonda then told us that she has to leave early with the guys but we girls wanted to stay longer. While we're still hanging at the bus stop, Willie eye contacted me to keep contact via sms. Then that Brandon go imitate Willie! Hopefully Shiqi didn't suspect anything wrong! >.<

I quickly dragged our girls to Bugis Junction, and so Rhonda and those guys can take bus back to Bukit Panjang to bring the cake from Willie's place to Shiqi's place.

We decided to drag time by taking neoprints! Had fun taking the neoprints but that machine sucks seriously! LOL

After that, Rhonda called and said it's time for us to leave Bugis as they've reached Panjang. But Shiqi and Camellia wanted food and so we somehow drag the time longer. Rhonda was calling, asking us to come back faster if not the cream will melt! So we quickly leave Bugis and take bus 960 to Panjang.

During the journey, my hands were sweating like mad! I'm so afraid that our plan will fail due to the time! When we finally reached Panjang, we got more and more excited! We all alighted at the bus stop after BPP. Shiqi had the habit of walking home from that bus stop. So, with our fastest speed, Cailing, Camellia, Joeslyn and I ran all the way from the bus stop to Bukit Panjang LRT station! I swear this is the first time I reach Bukit Panjang LRT so fast! LOL! Quickly catch the train via Senja and lrt-ed to Jelapang.

Rhonda called and told us to take lift to the level where Shiqi stay. So we quickly took the lift and meet all of them at the staircase. Rhonda was on phone with Shiqi!

Luckily Rhonda was on phone with Shiqi, so we'll know where she reaches already! Rhonda hang up the phone, saying Shiqi inside lift liao. So once everything prepared, we opened the door and saw Shiqi!

Rhonda then shouted Shiqi and SURPRISE her with the cake and ALL OF US!!!!

She's damn happy luh!

Shiqi's mum kept asking us to go in but we insisted to go down the block to have fun! LOL.

Had great fun luh! Rhonda and Camellia bua cake on Shiqi's face, hair and hand. LOL! I didn't do anything! I didn't save her, haha! =X Shiqi's mum brought longans down for us! Thank you so much, Auntie! :D

Ended the day with group photos! :)

♥ this one ^^

Shiqi with the guys :)

Birthday girl & I :)

CREDITS CREDITS CREDITS!!!!!! --------------------------------------------

Thanks everyone for participating to celebrate our Shiqi's birthday! Especially to the guys who we don't know well. Thank you so much! :)

Thanks Willie for getting the cake for us and lending your house's fridge! :)

Thanks Rhonda for getting the guys back to Panjang to bring the cake over to Shiqi's place! & thanks for calling Shiqi so we'll know when she reaches her home.

Thanks Zheng Zhong for your lighter! LOL

Thanks God that Shiqi didn't spot Cailing, Camellia, Joeslyn and I during the journey to her place!

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2 surprise birthday celebrations in a week! Some more I'm only the beginner in this kind of surprise birthday celebration! I felt so happy and contented that once again, our surprise celebration went on successfully! :)

Dear dear Shiqi, we love you! Enjoy your birthday on Sunday! :D

2010-04-01T23:44:00.000+08:00

I somehow believe horoscopes..

From April onwards, I'll be busy over school and new environment like shifting house and new school. My life will only be much better in August or September. That will be damn long~ Still a long way to go.. 5 months of busyness.. Can I take it or not?! Hopefully I can.

I can sense the busyness already. Really.

I can sense I'll not have much time with my love ones.

I can sense everything gonna change.

A WHOLE BIG CHANGE.

I don't care already. Just gonna enjoy my days before school starts! Feeling bored at home? Want people to go out with? Call me! Provided I'm free though :)

recent events:
- movie with my girls and those guys
- k box with HsinJu and whoever who wanna tag along

Want meet-up? Organise and count me in! ^.^

& I think this year my birthday will be just another busy day :(

LASTLY, HAPPY 4TH BIRTHDAY TO MY LITTLE BROTHER!

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIAQI & CARMEN IN ADVANCE! ♥

♥

2010-04-01T04:07:00.002+08:00

I'm here blogging again = ="

Seriously I really wish April will never come! 'cos it's the month where poly starts, and also the month which separate me with my girls and those guys. I'm so afraid that we'll lost contact and never be as close as now :(

On friday, I'll sure gonna treasure the time spent with them. I don't wanna miss the chance of seeing them. Gonna take photos with the guys, and MANY MANY PHOTOS with my girls!

For your info, my parents had confirmed selling the house already. Yesterday the agent had came to look already, and will be coming over in next two days to take photos of my house. The house which I stayed for 10 years! From Primary One till now. 10 years. Gonna miss every part of my house and my room :(

& where will I be staying? Kenneth's house. My parents' plan is that, my parents together with my little brother will be renting a room in someone's house, while I will be staying over at Kenneth's house. But in that case, I'll rather they allow me to rent a room at Aunt Jenny's place which is at Pasir Ris, which is so much nearer to my school as well!

But if I'm really shifting over to Pasir Ris, it'll be harder for me to travel all the way down to meet my girls! I don't know how to keep contact with my girls if really is the case. Feeling very sad now. I don't want our sistership and friendship to fade seriously! I don't want us to be like when we're still schooling in different schools, and only meet-ups during the holidays. For MEIIs, maybe I still can tolerate 'cos we had been separated for long until this long holiday but Shiqi, I had never been separate from her ever since we're in same school, same class! I don't know how it'll be like if we're separated for 1 month! I don't know will we be able to be like now, able to talk about anything and whatever. I believe I still can maintain the sistership with my MEIIs as we had overcome it after leaving Primary school! I seriously hope the friendship with Shiqi still can last long like how I'm like with my MEIIs :(

Feeling so down now ( and hungry, oops =X )

My dear HsinJu as well. Although we'll be in same poly, but the chance to meet her might be the same as my MEIIs. Hopefully I can still bump into her in school or if the timing is same, we can go school together :)

My girls, we gotta make Saturday a day for us to gather alright? Our cream pasta, our movies and outing! Slacking at someone's house or have a long chat at Lot One McDonald!

I'm seriously gonna miss how we spent our days during this DAMN LONG holiday! You girls are loveddddddddddddddddddddddd ♥

great day in bukit panjang! :)

2010-03-31T23:59:00.000+08:00

Camellia! I know you're bored so here's a post for you to read! :)

I spent my whole day in Bukit Panjang today! LOL

Woke up late again, then 975-ed to bukit panjang to meet Shiqi at Bukit Panjang Plaza. We went to withdraw money at POSB ATM. After queuing for 5 minutes, I realised that I've queue the wrong row - -"

After withdrawing money, we went SWEE HENG to get the birthday cake for Jiaqi. We actually wanted to give Jiaqi a surprise by appearing with a cake when she opened her house door. But, she msg-ed us, saying she's in school, and she'll meet us outside school! Shiqi quickly rejected her, asked her go home, don't need wait. But she insisted! LOL. So no choice, we told her when we reach school outside, we'll call her then she'll come out to meet us. But our plan is go to a void deck and get the cake ready, while one of us take care of the candles, one of us will bring Jiaqi to the void deck.

So, we reached the void deck. And called her to come over. Get everything ready, and Shiqi went to bring Jiaqi over. But, that Jiaqi take freaking long time to leave school! The candles wax were like melting damn fast, I was there freaking out! I'm so worried that the whole cake will get burnt = ="

In the end, I removed all the candles, and left the biggest one only. Just nice, Jiaqi FINALLY arrived! = ="

She's touched of course, and she feel so sorry 'cos she's the one dragging time! Hahahaha. But we did surprise her 'cos today is not actually her birthday lah. We just celebrate it in advance. After that, we brought the cake to her terrence house :)

Her house is really damn nice and big! Love her bedroom! We had our cake at the 2nd floor living room. After that, we had our fun in Jiaqi's room! Using her DSLR to take photos! We had our fun laughing at the pose we posed and the dress up and make up! FUN FUN FUN! I'm waiting for some of the pictures to reach me.. Don't know when.. LOL! :)

After that, Jiaqi's maid cooked instant char mee for us. Damn nice lah! And we had BREEZER too =P

We had nothing better to do, so went walked all the way to BPP McDonald to slack. Coincidently, Peng Chuan was there alone. So, he joined us three and we started chit chatting from 6 plus to 9 plus! LOL. Heard many of our school stuffs which I don't know, but now I know ^^ LOL. Nice chatting with them :)

After that, both peng chuan and jiaqi left. So Shiqi and I went to buy SWEET TALK, and was walking towards the bus stop as it's time to go home. But when we reached the place where we'll be going separate ways, we realised we had too much to chat! So, we walked back to BPP = ="

This time round, we headed to the Garden Plaza. Chit-chat until the security guard chase us away. So, we decided to head to my shop at SENJA so she can walk home while I have my dad to drive me home after the shop is closed. When we reached there, all my dad's friends/customers were there! All ahpeks = =" Don't like them luh. Always use those weird eyes to look at me = =" Just nice my uncle haven't reach the shop, so we two decided to find a place where we can't see those uncles, those uncles can't see us. Sat at the staircase, and started our chit chat. Chatted from 10 plus to 11 plus, which is until the shop closed.

So Shiqi left, and Daddy drove me home. Before leaving, the uncles over there were like teasing about me and my dad, saying my dad is like Jack Neo and the young girlfriend. LOL! This is funny! HAHA. Then the super fat uncle also shouted to me, if tio dai ji just tell him, he'll come and help me. LOL! Thanks uh = ="

Over all, they'll still nice ah peks lah. Just hate the way they look at me lah! = ="

Anyway, really enjoy my day with Jiaqi & Shiqi, okay and Peng Chuan, and the night with Shiqi.

A great day today! ^^

AND AND AND, TOMORROW WILL BE MY LIL BRO'S 4TH BIRTHDAY!!!! ^^

yea, 4th birthday. Like so young lah~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ = =" Anyway, hope he'll slim down and will be as adorable as possible when he grows up. And stop snatching my computer away from me, okay? Stop MSNing my friends with ur aliens language and stop sitting on my lap 'cos u're freaking heavy! Other than these, you're loveddddd ♥

LOL. Bad sister. Like sister, like brother ^^

friendship card o.o

2010-03-29T23:36:00.000+08:00

What did I do today?

- I answered my Aunt's morning call like FINALLY!! It has been long since I can hear her morning calls you know? LOL. (But I went back to sleep again -.- )

- Quickly wake up and prepare to go out

- Before going out, stomachache -.-

- Saw Rachel Kwa at bus stop O.O

- Joeslyn boarded the bus and we headed to cck interchange in a damn slow bus _|_

- Paid for our tertiary card :)

- Went bus interchange's kopitiam to have lunch

- After that, Joeslyn dabao-ed Mr Bean back home, while Shiqi and I headed for Causeway Point

- Reached CWP at 2.15pm, bought the 2.20pm ticket. MOVIE: KIDAPPER

- I cried for countless of times whenever Ah Huat heard his son on phone, or see his bottles of bloods 'cos he's crying too! :'(

- Happy ending & stop crying :)

- Mrt-ed back to cck, and bought iced tea & tom yam cup noodle to Joeslyn's house

- Eat noodle

- Watch movie Pirate of Caribbean: The world's end with Shiqi and Joeslyn

- Pause awhile, went for dinner. Uncle's cooking is nice ar! hahahaha

- Screaming "FIRE!!!!" while watching.. HAHA

- William Turner~ ♥.♥

- I realised there's a "TEN YEARS LATER.." at the very end of the show -.- Luckily I got watch again -.-

- Walked home around 9.45pm

- Reached home, and this freaking computer giving me damn lotsa trouble! Keep connect, then disconnect _|_

- Someone was feeling down, and then messaged me. I asked what happened, don't want say. I then message what I'm doing and stuffs. And the way he reply is like he reply for the sake of reply. So I just replied "Don't message me until you're feeling better" PEOPLE, IF YOU'RE FEELING DOWN, BUT DON'T WANNA SHARE YOUR PROBLEM WITH, DON'T MESSAGE ME! GET IT? Don't say I'm heartless. You asked for it.

- Playing with Justin

- Replied me. As a friend, call him to chat. See? I'm good, right? -.-

- Nothing to chat, so bye-bye while I helped my little brother with his friendship card

- He destroyed it, tgt with me.

- End product:

-.-

- watch teeveeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

That's all. haha

Tomorrow I'll be again, giving Vaymond tuition. Luckily Cailing & Camellia is going over to Joeslyn's place too. Shiqi going as well, haha! Have to go to sleep, Shiqi will be coming over around 9am -.-

Good Night :D

Great day at Cailing's place!

2010-03-28T00:20:00.003+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOO :D

I'm finally back home! The journey back home was scary 'cos we all just watched SHUTTER at Cailing's place. And thanks to Vampire Buddy, who I called to accompany back home, said that he sensed someone is beside me! FUCK TTM REALLY! I just screamed under my block and ran into the lift! -.- But still, thanks for accompany me to talk -.-

I'm suppose to be ready by 1pm to meet Shiqi at Lot One but guess what? I overslept again! Recently I just couldn't hear any alarm clock or morning calls from my Aunt! Every morning woke up by sms or call but always late, then realised I received 4 to 10 missed calls. Guess it's time for me to sleep early, I don't wanna be late for school -.-

So, hurry up prepared and took bus to Lot One. I was meeting Joeslyn at the same time, 'cos she's heading to Lot One to watch movie with her younger sister, Jovonne. So once I reached, I went transferring money for Cailing, met Joeslyn & Jovonne and accompanying them to buy movie tickets. They went for movie, then I met Shiqi & Brendan to mail letter at Singpost, and dabao-ed KFC to Cailing's place. Took one whole round of bus ride with them, haha. Was helping Brendan with the Maths worksheet but seriously I forgot everything. But if there's a formulae list beside me, I swear I really can solve it! LOL!

After alighting from the bus, Shiqi and I went to the mama shop to buy ingredients for pasta. Had a hard time finding CREAM OF MUSHROOM -.- After buying, Camellia is done as well, so we 3 walked over to Cailing's place together.

Both Shiqi & Camellia brought along their laptop with them to slack at Cailing's place where I brought NOTHING! :( Camellia was screaming that she's hungry, so Cailing and I cook the pasta for them, LOL! Can you believe it? I'm the one, with Cailing, doing the cooking! O.O

Rhonda and Jiahao joined us. Rhonda brought along her pink laptop too! Grrrrr. Joeslyn joined us after her movie too! ^^ While some are surfing net, playing maplestory and watching video, I just sit there, staring into the empty air :(

After that, I went over to sit with Rhonda, and we watched 花田喜事 together. Totally love the part where they use Jay Chou's lyrics as poem where the drama is about those ancient times, LOL! After that, Rhonda don't feel like watching already. Instead, they went to download ooVoo, so Shiqi, Camellia, Cailing and Rhonda starts webcaming together, haha! Here's the print screen picture taken by Rhonda's laptop :)

Rhonda and Jiahao went off around 6 plus I think, to have dinner with Jiahao's family. Camellia went home at 7.30am to have dinner, haha. So, we're left with Cailing, Shiqi, Joeslyn and I. Ordered KFC delivery again!! It arrived around 8.30pm, and Camellia came back around that time too. Because we support Earth hour, we switch off the light while eating! hahahahaha. it's so like candlelight dinner! Hahahaha. We drank a drink which is like gassy Ribena, LOL. After that, we start to decide on what horror movie to watch.

One missed call? Shutter? or Case 39?

In the end, we chose to watch SHUTTER. Seriously can't believe I'm watching with them lah! -.-

While watching, everyone was holding onto one cushion each! HAHA. Just to get ready when something scary is about to happen, hahahaha. After watching for a few minutes, I realised I heard about this movie from Haiqin already. But I still watch 'cos I wanna know how scary it was. There's a scene which I really scream. The ghost just appeared from the side of the car window, hehe. I used the cushion to block my view already, but when I took a peek, just nice the ghost appeared. Tsk!

Anyway, I don't know how to rate a horror movie lah! But all I can say is.. this isn't really that scary :)

After the movie end, Shiqi said she wanna go toilet, then suddenly pop out again. "Joeslyn! Can wait for me outside the toilet and accompany me talk?" LOL! That Shiqi! Watched the movie for 3 to 4 times already still scare, haha!

After that, 11.30pm. We all left Cailing's house :)

Actually, the journey back home won't be scary. But thanks to Vampire Buddy, for that words. Tsk :(

I WANNA OWN A LAPTOP LAH! CAN'T STAND IT WHEN EVERYONE IS USING THEIR PERSONAL LAPTOP BUT I DON'T HAVE! WHEN CAN I HAVE MINE? (after poly starts T.T )

And fuck! I still don't get the TP Week 0 orientation and the Design school camp! Gotta continue to do some research on it! Hate orientation, really! :(

I wanna sleep at 2.30am today and try waking up at 9am tmr as a practice of waking up early. Gotta slowly adjust my sleeping time :(

So now, off I go to do my research :D Good night people :)

SHERO ♥

2010-03-26T23:53:00.000+08:00

Grrrrrrrr. Boring night :(

I survived my day! Woke up at 3 plus and msn-ed with Willie. After that he went off to meet Rhonda they all for movie, and I have no one to chat with. Went to bath, and went dinner with family at 163. Fucking fan kept blow my fringe and I've difficulty eating. Daddy got pekchek with me 'cos I'm giving a unpleasant expression = ="

Saw someone who looks like a senior but he's definitely not. After a few minutes, that senior really appeared with his friends! Like so.. unbelievable lah! O.O

Went home and my lil bro just kept snatching my computer away from me! GRRRRRRRRR

Played with my lil bro and then here I am, sitting in front of this computer, surfing net.

What a boring day! -.-

I'm not sure but tomorrow is the day where S.H.E will release their brand new album! I'm already listening the songs on youtube. So, yup. Here's my review :)

01. SHERO

Love the opening of this song! 101% rock 'n' roll feel! Love the lyrics by Mayday Ashin too! Always so ASHIN. But I don't really like the chorus part. Oh &, I love the effect of the flowers in the MV :D

02. 如果你是女孩

Cute but don't really like it.

03. 我愛雨夜花 *favourite

A hokkien song but totally love the rap, the rhythms and the 合音… Totally great! :D

04. 兩個人的荒島 feat. 周定緯 *favourite

After listening for a few times, you'll fall in love with it! Love the rhythms and their 合音! But I just simply hate the idea of getting 周定緯 into this song! Grr =X

05. 少了一個人

Don't like the chorus part :(

06. 收留我

I think this song have nice rhythms but not lyric :(

07. 超可能

不喜欢~~~~

08. 只为爱上你（电视剧就想赖着你片尾曲） *favourite

As above, it's the 就想赖着你片尾曲. Therefore, I'M TOTALLY LOVING IT! ^^

09. 你不會 *favourite

Nice! ♥

10. 愛就對了 *favourite

Another rock song. Also one of my favourite :D

hmm, overall, I'll give a 7/10 :(

END OF MY REVIEW.

That's just some of my opinions. Maybe after listening for a few times, I might change my mind? LOL. Nowadays I hardly find any albums which has all nice songs in it! S.H.E do have a few in the past - SUPERSTAR, 不想长大 (nominated in GOLDEN MELODY AWARD). As for Jolin Tsai, 舞娘　is the best album so far for me, which also being nominated in Golden Melody Award! Hoping for more better albums to be produce in future!

Read a news regarding Hebe gonna release her solo album by end of this year! Coool~ Hopefully it's something rock and cool and not those cute-cute music >.<

Argh. Sleepy~ It's 4.04am now! Tomorrow gonna stone at Cailing's house, LOL! Night :)

outing with Jiaqi, Shiqi & HsinJu

2010-03-25T23:59:00.011+08:00

Just reached home. wanted to update Twitter, but saw this!

So coincident lah! xD

And yup, caught WHEN IN ROME with my dears~ Hsin Ju met us later around 4 plus today, while Shiqi, Jiaqi and I met around 2 plus at Lot One McDonald. Jiaqi brought along her pro camera, those DSLR camera I think, and it's damn cool! Seriously love the photo quality but hate it when it's taking photos of me 'cos I look damn gross! LOL

After buying tickets, took photos in the toilet! LOL

While waiting for the time to strike 5.05pm, and awaiting the arrival of HsinJu, we took some photos with Jiaqi's DSLR.

Nice right?! LOL

& take a look at Jiaqi! Don't cha think she got the photographer face now? LOL

photo with the pro wanna-be :)

Hsin Ju reached, and we went in at 5.10pm, hehe. WHEN IN ROME really is a nice movie, gotta watch it! I seriously love the part where Beth try to break the vase but it just won't! LOL. That's like so stupid and funny seriously! LOL. After watching the movie, we 4 single ladies started to crap about the coins and guys, LOL! We're all like so desperate to get a boyfriend lah! Jiaqi wants an angmoh boyfriend! HAHAHAHA

Had our dinner at Pastamania. Bad service. BAD BAD BAD service. Boooooooo~ But my Creamy Chicken still taste delicious! =X

After dinner, walked over to Taka to get Hsin Ju's Vivi magazine. Hsin Ju needa leave already, so we take some photos before sending her to Orchard MRT :)

& of course, we needa grab hold of the chances to take photos with the DUA PAI Jiaqi! Damn dua pai that we hardly meet her out, hahaha! ♥ her lah~

Sent Hsin Ju to Orchard MRT, and took 190 back to choa chu kang. During the journey, there's this group of West Spring students, probably 2 lians and 1 not-beng guy, talking about their love history LOUDLY! Fuck sia, as if I'm interested in their shits. The most funniest part is when the guy said "都不懂我几时才嫁人咯…" ROFL! Guys don't 嫁人, guys 娶老婆, get it? = ="

Jiaqi alighted at Bukit Panjang area (Will miss you like mad, but see ya on Wednesday!) while Shiqi and I alighted at CCK to meet Rhonda, Joeslyn and Camellia to slack at McDonald. Chat about horror stuffs, hotels and many more craps, haha! Enjoyed the chats with my girls :D

Sent Shiqi to CCK lrt, and walked back with my dears. They're going out tmr, without me. Haha! I'm gonna stay home and clear my laundry. It's another Mount Everest again = ="

I don't know why but I really enjoy my life nowadays! Love my girls and friends around me!~

& sincerely apologise to my uncle 'cos I wasn't able to attend his wedding today as no one told me about it until last night where I've already planned to go out with my girls. I don't know what they'll think but I just know that I did nothing wrong.

Speaking about these remind me of this morning. I was suppose to meet Shiqi at 1pm, then while sleeping, I received a call from my Ah Ma. I looked at the time, OHMYGOD IT'S FREAKING 12.56PM!!! I quickly answer the call and told my ah ma I was gonna be late and can't cancel the date with my girls and can't attend the wedding dinner. After trying my best to let my Ah Ma hang up the phone, I took a 2nd look at the time. FUCK! IT'S BLOODY 9.59AM ONLY!!!!

-_____________________________-

Then I drop dead and missed my alarm and I'm late! HAHAHAHAHAHA

I WANNA WATCH KIDNAPPER & TOY STORY 3 LEH!!!!!! Anyone? :(

Please, NO!

2010-03-24T22:40:00.006+08:00

Just came home from Lot One! Joeslyn, Shiqi and I were helping Daryl and Willie with their homework although I didn't really help much 'cos 99% of my knowledge had went into the drain :( Anyway, we settle down in LJS from 6.30pm to 9pm! I was totally slacking while Shiqi & Joeslyn trying their very best to explain to Daryl about vector.. OHMYGOD Vector = =" I was so bored that I started to take snapshot of them :)

Say "Hi" to everyone :D This is Willie, another bored one. hehe

Before meeting them, was giving Vaymond tuition on Maths from 3pm to 4.30pm. I seriously not someone who can explain well and I had no idea why he wants me to teach him! He's fast in absorbing. Just that he got difficulties in the sign after opening brackets. Need someone who can explain well to explain to him. I don't think I help much :(

I was damn HIGH when I was at Joeslyn's house! Until I reached LJS, I went emo. Grrrrr.

SHIQI WAS COMPLAINING TO ME THAT HER LAPTOP SUCKS, THANKS TO RP WHO HELP HER CONFIGURE HER VAIO UNTIL LIKE THAT. STUPID RP! = ="

LOL. Helped Shiqi post one :D

And now, my school is making me pissed! Temasek School of Design's orientation requires us to stay overnight from the 2nd days onwards! FUCK TO THE MAX CAN??!! Can't we just go home after that? Why am I required to stay overnight?! I DON'T LIKE IT! FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK! :(

No use. It's compulsory. Gotta bring many things there, siannnnnn~

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23rd March - Visit Ms Wu in Fajar Sec ♥

It's so nice to be back in school! We had a long chat with Ms Wu and friends! Andrea, Shiqi, Fransisca, Brenda, Joeslyn, Kenneth and I were there :)

Our beautiful Ms Wu :D

Andrea & Ms Wu :)

Ms Wu & Shiqi :)

Me & Ms Wu :)

Fransisca & Ms Wu :)

Brenda & Ms Wu :)

Brenda and I!! :D

My dear Fransisca and I!!! ^^

This girl & I. LOL! :D

Went over to the basketball court near Teck Whye MRT to meet Rhonda, Jiahao and friends. Sat there for don't know how long and then went home at 7.45pm as I told my mum I'll be home by 8pm.

Ohmygod! Thinking of that orientation pissed me off! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

Hope poly never starts :(

Rainy day again..

2010-03-23T01:46:00.003+08:00

Night people! I'm suppose to be meeting Ms Wu today but in the end, we couldn't contact her. So, the meet up is change to tomorrow evening!

Went Joeslyn's house for lunch with her and Cailing! Had our pasta again. As usual, they cook, I wash :D

After that, we went to DBS Bank and SingPost as Joeslyn had received Jihye's mail from Korea and she'll be replying her mail, while I'll be FINALLY sending that medical report out! That rain totally ruin our days somehow. Thanks that Indian lady for sharing the umbrella with Cailing & I. How about Joeslyn? She walked too fast and missed the chance of being under an umbrella. She's totally wet, thanks to the person in front of her who walks damn slow = ="

We bus-ed back to Joeslyn's house and slacked there. Created a Facebook account for that Joeslyn. Hope I won't be the one helping her maintaining that account please~ And we had a wonderful dinner cooked by Joeslyn's daddy again! Chicken Curry!!! That's really very delicious! ♥ I'll be back on Wednesday for dinner with them, and giving Vaymond Ng tuition :)

Helped Jovonne with her blogskin. It has been long since I last touches the HTML codes! A bit lost of touch but still can, haha. Go visit this young girl's blog! - http://devilz-gurl.blogspot.com/

After Jovonne went to sleep, it's our turn to use. Cailing helped me revived my Twitter! Hopefully I'll be updating it often? LOL xD

Went home after realising it's getting late. Walked home with Cailing! ^^

Ohmy. Another day has passed. Tomorrow I'll be meeting Shiqi, Aaron and Joeslyn for lunch, then heading to Fajar Secondary School to look for Ms Wu. Hopefully I'll be able to see some other teachers? :)

Oh and, here's some Zirca photos to share :)

Ladies~

& "Gentlemen"

The shot with my darling - Rhonda! Love our dance =X

I wanna meet more and more new friends, & try more and more new things!

I'm meeting Jiaqi, HsinJu & Shiqi on Thursday for movie at Cineleisure! I wanna go take a look at HsinJu's new room too! >.< Hopefully we'll be able to make a trip down? heeeees :D

Argh, hate random post = ="

I want to eat Pizza :(

2010-03-21T17:51:00.003+08:00

fuck those fast food restaurant! Because now raining, so can't deliver. Want us to call 30mins later = =" Forget it! Just don't eat lo! = ="

Anyway, I just woke up! around 4.56pm. LOL! Feeling a bit unwell, 'cos sleep for too long, LOL. Last night, Kenneth last minute came over to my house, and we had a great chat :)

Yesterday was a fun but cui day too. The time spent in New World restaurant was fast, and the hours spent there tells me that I'M TOTALLY NOT SUITABLE TO BE A WAITRESS! So, I shall just stick to sale assistant :)

Went Vivo City to have lunch with Rhonda, Joeslyn, Camellia, Shiqi, Jia Hao and Ah Min. Enjoyed 'cos of the laughter we've had. Sorry Shiqi! You become the one we're teasing. Just for fun, don't take it seriously! >.< Went Bugis after that, and bought our colourful watches!!!!! ♥♥♥ We even took neoprints! LOL

Had some conflicts in the middle. Haha. But after that settled! So they all went mrt-ed to Boon Lay to watch movie with their colleagues at Jurong Point, while I mrt-ed home.

Took by a passerby. haha. They felt paiseh about it, but I feel okay leh. LOL

Heard that the show is nice. I wanted to watch it!!!! Gonna watch it with someone else then :)

Argh another day gonna pass in 6 hours time. Thanks to myself who sleep until so late. But it's worth it! :D

p/s: I've decided not to create any misunderstanding. So just stay away from me!

buddy

2010-03-20T02:32:00.002+08:00

get this into your mind. WE ARE JUST FRIEND. Why feel guilty? From that first message you sent me, I'm already very angry with you. I tried my best to control my temper, and reply to you as nicely as possible. Yup, I feel irritated by your dilly-dally. If you really treat me as your friend, stop feeling guilty! You're making me feel like a burden to you, and I hate it!

If you talk about this again, we might as well we don't contact at all.

Get it?

FNALLY

2010-03-19T21:26:00.002+08:00

FINALLY,
I don't have to step into that freaking polyclinic again. I will NEVER step in again.

Went to Joeslyn's house after that for pasta with Shiqi. Thanks Shiqi for accompanying me to the clinic and thanks Joeslyn for cooking pasta for me ar. I know I only know how to eat, at least I got help wash what. Remember ar, next time you cook, I wash. Never ask me cook again! LOL =X

While chatting at the dining table, I received a call from my mum (she just came home from Malaysia). I thought she'll be like say "Where are you? Wanna eat or not?" Instead, she fucking just scream in the phone! "Why isn't the dishes wash?! How many times must I tell u? Why must u "all" always do something to make me get angry?! ......" Hang up.

Like, WTF?! *roll my eyes

Made me damn pissed off. What's wrong man? Always getting angry over small things. I got damn no mood after that = =

Anyway, watched New Moon on Funshion 2 with them. I still wasn't really into Twilight and these vampires stuffs. Oops =X

In the middle of the show, again a message from her.
"Don't intend to come home, is it?"

FUCK. WHAT'S BLOODY WRONG WITH HER?! Seriously I think something happened. I called my Aunt, she said she don't hear any news or what. Seriously I don't know what's wrong with her man. Damn ridiculous can?

I always respect her. ALWAYS. I've never talk back to her, just keeping quiet. But the way she is was like wanting me to talk back! I know myself I'll never talk back at her. Ohmy, seriously don't know what's on her mind. Don't say what one day I'll know how parents think. I know I hate it, and I'll never do this to my child. I've never been rude to her before, have I? I didn't do bad things. Just because of some of my bad habits, or should I say my forgetfulness.

Anyway, just hope nothing happen later = ="

Tomorrow I'll be working as a waitress at NEW WORLD Restaurant. Hopefully I didn't spill drinks on customers. (Okay I knew I repeated this line for many times)

Tomorrow is my Dad's birthday. How old is he? Hmm.. 47! I've never buy him a present before, NEVER. I feel weird wishing them (parents I mean) Happy Birthday. Need time to overcome this barrier. Hopefully the only present from me is not to make them angry. But I'll never know what they'll be angry over seriously. Just hope he's in good mood tmr. *pray very very hard

And hope my mum won't make things difficult for my dad too = ="

So, I'm bloody hungry now. I need food :(

Haven't told my dad that I'll be working tomorrow. Gotta tell him when he reach home. Hope they didn't plan anything in the morning. If not they angry, I'll be scolded again = ="

Ohya, I'm gonna attend Show Luo's concert! And Camellia is jealous to the max! LOL!

Okay such a random post. Night then. Good luck to me tmr ya? :)

p/s: I know you're reading my blog again, Stalker! but thanks for the cursing, if not I'll fail that test again. And cheer up yo!
p/p/s: I just drank a small bottle of Bird's nest & I think it sucks =X