♥/ BYE-BYE O LEVELS!! HELLO HOLIDAYS!!
No choice. I gonna stop online shopping. Am glad that HsinJu is there as she's going back to Taiwan and she'll help us order. Save so much shipping fees man! ^^ Here's the items I'm buying again :)

Jacket in Dark Blue (alt color: black) 180NT

http://tw.page.bid.yahoo.com/tw/auction/1205277574?u=janethsu1001

Outer Clothing in Coffee (alt color: green) 150NT

http://tw.page.bid.yahoo.com/tw/auction/d42892293?u=kitty_store

Thinner Jacket in Song Blue(alt color: Coffee) 168NT

http://tw.page.bid.yahoo.com/tw/auction/f12517124?u=kitty_store

Long Necklace 230NT

http://tw.page.bid.yahoo.com/tw/auction/c47583312?u=avril_long121

total: 728NT
total needed to pay: $36.40

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My family having financial problems. After these, I'll start to work. Not yet found a job but soon, I guess. Still not yet bought my jeans and cosmetic. I needa try a new concealer now as the one I'm using is not gonna be in Singapore any longer. Fuck. So yeah, earn money to spend money. LOL.

Hopefully my last online shopping for this year? :)

I'M FREE FROM O LEVEL FINALLY!! CHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERS!!~ ^^

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My great-grandma passed away.

Today, the funeral end. What can I say? Pathetic. I never know that my family can be such a mess! My this great-grandma, have 2 sons. One is my grandpa, someone I'm totally not close to at all, one is my grand-uncle, which I don't know when's the last time I saw him. So, my grandpa is someone who's so useless that my grandma left him and with her own hands, live on with my dad and my uncles and aunts. He's so useless that until today, HE HAD NEVER WORK BEFORE! I heard from my aunt that he received good education in the past. He thought that he's so great so, he don't wanna work and wants my grandma to work. Eventually, my grandma couldn't stand him and left him. So, after I was born, I'm never close to him at all. Meet only once a year? And I onlt realise he's my grandpa at the age of 11. How he survive without working? His mother, my great-grandma. Because she's ill, and moreover, she's our great-grandma and my parents' grandma. It's our duty to take good care of her. So, he survives 'cos he lives with her and we had been bringing over groceries and paying for their bills and stuffs. As for her another son, he fucking heck care. Everything need us to inform them, telling them my great-grandma is ill, please come down to visit her. Fuck their family!

Met them for the first time yesterday. All they care is money. Luckily after all these, I don't have to meet them anymore.

And the problems come.. What about my grandpa now? Few months back, we thought my great-grandma cannot take it anymore but, he's so happy that she's gonna be dead. 'Cos when she's dead, he'll be able to come and live with us and again, living his life like this.. I hate this kind of lazy and sloppy and no life people and there is one in my family which is my grandpa who should be someone I respect. Today, after the funeral, we went up to my great-grandma place. Now, only left my grandpa. He said that he wants my ah ma to shift back to live with him. WTF?! We quickly ask my grandma to stay under the void deck if not, they both sure will quarrel. My dad was there, to try to "lecture" him, telling him to wake up and see clearly the reality now. We'll still respect and take care of his life 'cos he's my parents' father, my grandpa. But we want him to try depend on his own and stop thinking of ways to get my ah ma into his life 'cos it's impossible now.

Seeing the scene where my dad is lecturing him, I just feel so sad. I walked out and start thinking.. How can someone live their life this way? He's actually such a well-educated person but because he thinks he's too good, he don't needa to anything. What a life man. I don't want this type of unsuccessful life. I need successful life. I will see him as a bad example and never learn from him.

My life isn't what I want too. I'll now try to work hard to achieve the life I want.

Okay, I'm so tired, sleepy and hungry. Gonna rest now, bye :)

p/s: physic paper is ruined completely. Blahx!

♥/ GOOD LUCK EVERYONE!!!~
haha. chatting with Darren online. He so stress lah. lol.

anyway, A Maths is finally over!!! *throwing A maths worksheets~

but then, worrying sia. A Maths P2 I did quite badly. loss 27marks. - -"

Anyway, now is not the time to regret and keep on browsing at that freaking O lvl question paper.. (which I did for the past one hour.. and realise my partial fraction from the top careless one.. bye bye 8 marks T.T )

After blogging here, and after watching 1 eps of Pi Zi Ying Xiong, gonna chiong my physic. Lost touch of them. Worrying sia.

Aiming for L1R4: 13 liao. Fuck A Maths lah T.T

English C5
A Maths B3
E Maths A2
Chinese A1
Science A2

worse of worst I can get. Please don't get worsen, I beg you God!!!! >.<

ok, time to enjoy myself for one more hour than chiong physic!!~

Everyone, please stay optimistic! Don't give up on ur goal, alright?

FYI, I'm giving up my TP design course. SP Media and Communication bah :)

JIAYOU EVERYONE! 2 days of break, rest well and study well :)
Good luck ♥

♥/ O levels started!!!!!
OMG!!!!! How long have I not touch the laptop man?! Anyway, O level has just started. Today is the 4th day of O level, and I'm still left with A Maths P2 for this week.

How do you guys feel about the E Maths for this year? Compare to '08 paper, it's consider VERY easy. Okay, for me, there's sure careless mistakes or read the questions wrongly.. But for others top students, they sure will scold a full mark if no careless mistakes were made. Anyway, hopefully an A2? >.<

Today's paper was A Maths P1. Freaking challenging. Many topics which is suppose to be in paper 1 didn't appear. Binomials, partial fraction and matrices.. Hopefully I can do well for tomorrow's paper? I just counted my A Maths P1, I lose 17 marks and so, I directly drop to A2 or B3 category. But with I can score an A1 for paper 2, overall I can score A2 or A1. Hopefully I can complete them in time and hopefully I can do them all please!!!!!!

After tomorrow's paper, gonna focus on Sciences. Fuck! It has been long since I last touches them. Missing them so much.. My SS and geog.. haix.

L1R4 for now (my own estimation lah!):
English - C5
E Maths - A2
A Maths - A2
Science - Unknown
Chinese - A2
L1R4: 11 and above!

no no no way man! Hope A Maths is a 1, English a 4, Chinese 1 and Science 2! >.<

Good bye, gonna chiong for A Maths!~ Will update my dear blog soon again :)

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Aunt said that it's because O level is coming and I'm too nervous and stress until I fall sick..

Really? I don't really feel nervous or stress at all.

I just, fall sick. And very very sick. I've not touch any of my books for 5 days already! I'm so worried I can't catch up. I'm now still not recovered yet.

Hopefully I'm able to go school tomorrow? Anyway, I'm trying my best to study for my physic now. And I'll be doing A Maths paper later as well. Hope I can concentrate. I don't wanna do badly for O level..

JIAYOU BAH!!!!!!!~ =_=

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I'm sick. Down with flu & fever. Gonna go see the doc, which means I gotta take those medicine. Ecspecially that cough medicine! Will make ur mouth dry and you'll drink more water T.T

OMG I'm sneezing, coughing. Tears just roll down my cheek, lol.

I now can't study. Nothing go into my mind when I open my book.

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this is like so terrible lah. Hope I'm well tomorrow so I can revise my science. I'm kinda worried for my A Maths now. HELP!!~ T.T

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I screwed up my A Maths Mock Exam P1. Thanks to the fucking chemistry practical which let us dashed all the way from 1st floor to 4th floor to just not to let the pure sciences wait us for too long. I don't have ANY TIME for the last glance on my notes and can't even have a rest awhile! Taking the paper with frustration and anxiousness.. How do you think I can concentrate? Freaking lotsa easy questions I uses more than the actual time needed. Argh T.T